如果我能忍住不哭 假装我伤了也不知道 时间会不会停留 直到我能用力微笑

Celebrated my superwoman's advanced birthday @ Club titanium on saturday with the girlz. Our usual clique, Valerie, Nouvelle, Jolene, Shirley, Alicia, Bernice, Joslyn, Sohboon, Yy, Elaine, Yiting and our Lioky mummy made the effort to come down even tho' its just for awhile. Met up with Velle sissy & Jolene baby @ Lot1 before heading down, and very unfortunately, the cab driver was super annoying & loh-soh! Imagine he talked & talked to the extend that I must shoot him back. I don't usually do that to the elderly. Zzz! I felt so "like finally!" when we finally alighted at Titanium. Waited for all to reach & started the birthday celebration. Drank like there's no tomorrow, anyway I enjoyed my night with my girlz. Looking forward for another gathering session. Probably tomorrow :D Oh ya, not to miss out, Qianyi came down alone as well :D My ahzeh Cindynah didn't make it. Oh......

As for today, I went to fill up the application form for the position for clinic assistant @ Clementi and hopefully I'll get the job asap :) They rang me up & asked me down this thursday for an interview, wish me lucks! I really hope I can pass this interview, so I wouldn't have to put up with people's black faces and rely on anyone. God bless me! Thats all :D Tata!

Shirley, that super brainless gf of mine.

Kisses to the birthday girl, withloves.

Joslyn siaocb & Valerie supercal.

Bernice, the bird.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :D

My dearest ai, I hope she return to her usual self.

My girlz, Yiting parrot, Jolene baby and Nouvelle sissy! :)

We're all playing a game we can't possibly win. Somehow feels like, a prison we're all living in.

Back to update! Wednesday, woke up watching Underdogs with cousin, then helped granny with the cuttings & marinating of sotongs & prawns. Cooked and did some house chores for granny, cousin-in-law Hasnie helped me out as well. Waited for Jgws to come over to granny's place. Bought 4D, initially wrote few pairs of 4D numbers that I wanted to buy, yet I forgot where I placed it at. So I re-wrote another piece & placed my bets. So fucking sad when I checked the numbers that opened at night when I woke up. The number I WAS SUPPOSED TO BUY, opened! Urghz, my $500 flew away, super heartache! Why am I so careless? If I didn't misplaced the 4D paper, I wouldn't striked! Damn it! Fucking moodless. Homed aftermath, Jgws played with baby whole night trying to train him to fetch. Lol! Did some unfollowing of some people in my list in twitter as I srsly hate long timeline & have no time to read at all.. So sorry, you can choose to unfollow me as well if you're being unfollowed. I don't mind :)
Thursday morning, I was supposed to meet Jgws @ 10am as he wanted to have breakfast together at Bukit Timah, but eventually overslept. Made me waited for him downstairs like a bodoh for like 20 mins? Made my way to Yewtee point alone, went to the chinese medical shop to get medicines for granny as she's sick :( Bought a packet of natural herbs & brewed for her while waiting for Jgws. And this super blur boyfriend of mine actually went all the way to Clementi thinking that I'm still at home wanting to fetch me over without giving me a call first, but I was already at granny's place, which was only few blks away from him.. Tsk tsk. So he went there & came back for nothing. Lol! Had our breakfast/lunch/dinner @ granny's place before heading home.

And today, I slept for 9 hours waking up to have good food dad bought. Asam fish head and crispy chickens, but I totally had no appetite.. Haven't been feeling good recently, thanks to the rain. Jgws had breakfast @ my place w/mom & we made our way to granny's place. Halfway through our journey, it started to pour heavily & we got drenched worse than how it was on tuesday :( Sucks man, I hate this kind of feeling! It's like god's tryna prank us, cause the rain eventually stopped when we finally reached our destination. It's always like that, these few days.... Sigh! Celebrated cousin-in-law Marcus's birthday, baked cookies for him, mahjonged with grandaunts & back to Jgws's place. Stayed up all night till now, he's going to work soon. While me, home alone. Still gotta attend Alicia's birthday celebration at night. Tsk tsk, better get some sleep before I starts complaining later.. Tata!

I WANT TO PERM MY HAIR REAL SOOOOON!

Make your anger so expensive that no one can afford it, and make your smiles so cheap that almost everyone get it free.

Collection 16 is officially launched! And oh yea, I almost forgotten to share a piece of joyous news with you people! Guess what? My friend Valerie chanced upon this ladyboy Melody & deliberately banged onto her real hard till Melody's phone dropped on the floor. I wonder why the only thing she did was only stood there & stare, nothing else when my friend were expecting her approach, but she didn't? Lolwtf?!?! A pity I'm not there. Haha, okay I sound kinda childish here. But an apology, to deal with childish people, I'll have to talk like a kiddo for 'em to understand the point I want to bring across eh? :) Jolene & I were super elated upon receiving this news. 我的朋友喝醉了啦.. 她是故意的啦. An eye for an eye. End of story, I don't wish to talk about this person anymore cause I feel like it's insulting to even mention her name here in my blog. Tsk tsk.

It's killin' me bits by bits.

Woke up so early this morning because baby pushed open my door & jumped onto my bed, I'm a super light sleeper, he doesn't know :( Naughty! Okay, I'm back from date with Jgws. I was happily preparing myself slowly while waiting for him to reach my place. It started to pour heavily the moment he reached. Urghz! Mood spoiler. So, we decided to have breakfast first while waiting for the rain to stop. God bless us, finally it stopped & we made our way to town. Actually the purpose of going to town today was to get the dopie sandals for dad, sounds kinda funny eh? But he requested on his own accord! The moment I stepped home last night, he immediately asked me "Your friend's slipper, (he was referring to Jgws) very nice leh. Buy at where? Help me buy 1 black one" My reaction was like "Wtf?! (okay I didn't verbally said it out. hehe) Thats for youngsters not for you leh dad! You sure you want it?" He kept insisting he wants. So today, I went to help him get one.

Unfortunately, all of the big sizes ran out. There's not a single pair of dad's size in ALL of their outlets. Oh well, dad must be super disappointed. Haha! But that sales assistant told us that the stocks would probably arrive before christmas. So maybe i'll keep an update for dad :) Hmm, what's next? I realized I haven't been training my stamina for shopping for quite some time! Know why? Because my legs were literally aching ALL-THE-WAY! So I suggested to head back home. The sky went gray when we were about to set off, so Jgws quickly ride off. But still, we didn't managed to make it home without getting drenched. My whole body was wet! :( Quickly took a shower & currently, updating my blog :D That should be all. It's deepavali tomorrow, Happy deepavali to all indians and to my uncle & cousins! My family actually consist of quite a number of different races like indians, malaysians, thais, muslims, & couldn't remember.. Seriously, not joking.

Before heading to town.

My expression = thanks to the rain.

And today, I wore the barbiedoll lens that cindy ahzeh bought :)

Here you go, Demi's BIG ONE! :)

 

Pretty cake!

It's not surprising to see Darius standing in the middle la, haha!

He looks so happy as if it's his birthday! No, it's meimei's big day..

Okay, I know I kept posting pictures about baking super sian one. But just to share the ingredients :P

Firstly mix the butter & sugar in a bowl.

Melt the bar of chocolate on a smaller bowl placed

on a larger bowl with hot water.

In a seperate bowl, mix the flour & salt together.

In between, after mixing the butter & sugar till light fluffy, beat in 1 egg

and a teaspoon of vanilla extract. Gradually mix in the flour & add whatever toppings

you'd like :D And it's ready for baking! :D

Its funny how others offer to curve out the whole universe just for you. Yet you still choose someone who doesn't give you even just a star.

Back! Sorry for the lack of updates, again. Wasn't in the right state of mind recently, too moodless to blog. I'm sure y'all understands :) Anyway, I spent my weekends helping granny out with the house chores like vacuuming, mopping, washed the dishes (altho' I hate to do so), washed the sofa&cushion covers, and tidying the whole place. Slept over at her place as well, together with Jgws and cousins. Attended Demi's BIG ONE @ Peipei's place on sunday & I knocked out immediately after I removed my lens & make ups when I reached granny's place after that. I'm practically sleeping and eating everyday, too hard to resist good foods that granny cooked :) And I always feel so blessed there! :D Wonder why I'm up so early today? I've got a date with Jgws, to town! Tata, off to prepare. Stay tuned! I'll be bringing pictures taken on Demi's birthday probably at night or tomorrow.

Here let me share some pictures of the cookies I've baked over the weeks.

Rainbow chocolate chips.

Chocolate cookies with melted chocolate, Lol so chocolaty.

And finally, the french toast I made for Jgws.

Prettywith-anqi

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Everything happens for a reason.

I've been walked on, used and forgotten and I don't regret one moment of it because in those moments, I've learned who I can trust, who I can't. I've learnt the meaning of friendships. I learnt how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. I've learnt how to be a teenager, and how to grow up when I need to. I've been to hell and back a few times, learnt why we shouldn't take things for granted. This is life, everything happens for a reason. Sometimes, the best feeling in the world is realizing that you're perfectly happy without the things or people you thought you needed. Life is always too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that life would be easy cause it's always unfair. Nobody can promise life is worth it. I always put a fake smile to hide my pain, yet somehow sometimes I still wish someone would closely see how broken I am inside.
I always remind myself that things happen for a reason and if it was meant to be, it wouldn't have ended. Many people touch our lives in different ways, some comes for a short while, others stays for a season and show us their magnificent essence for a purpose and then leave. And when there's these people that stays forever, which ultimately are the ones that count. So be thankful for the sincere & true ones. Things that you've done in life, cannot be changed, undone or forgotten so just take it as a lesson learnt. Move on.. It's always better to cross the line and suffer the consequences than to just stare at that line for the rest of your life. Laugh hard no matter what you're going through, be happy cause nobody's gonna bother if you're not. No matter where you end up, and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Learn and grow with the each choice you made, say how you feel and you'll at least feel a little okay. If you spend your life regretting every mistakes you have or haven't done, you would have wasted your whole life regretting.. You are you and that's since the beginning till the end. No apologies, no regrets..

Touch my mind, I'll always remember. Touch my heart, I'll never forget..

The always-so-sweet Xiaofeng came over to granny's place to look for me last night, together with her hub Yongwei :) Baked some cookies for her and had supper together @ 302. I realized granny really love to talk to my friends whenever they comes. Hehe, so cute lah! & I think the most comfortable person she ever talked to, among my friends, is actually Yongwei. Know why? Lol! Because he's teochew and can speak fluently, haha! No wonder granny kept on sitting beside him, chit chat w/him the moment they stepped in until we left for supper. Lol~ And I suspect Jgws's had his period last night! Because usually he's super talkative & playful but he was quiet almost all the way. So unlike him can?! Xiaofeng and I were discussing and we super not-used-to-it! Siao one. Back to granny's place & parted, Jgws slept in the room last night with granny cause it's too humid in the living room. Woke him up when sun rises..

Back to Jgws's place this morning, he cooked for me & then both of us fell asleep while watching "Real steel" for the 2nd time. Shocked when I woke up out of a sudden, cause the sky's already dark! 10:30pm, gosh! I missed quite a number of shows lor :( Went to teckwhye 145 to pack dinner, so it was laksa & mutton rice. Bagus! Watched "The price of peace, back to Jgws's place. So sorry no juicy updates as I totally don't have much mood to like hit the club or something like the past, unless during special occassions. Meaningless life I know, gotta start job hunting real soon. If you guys have any jobs to intro, remember to leave me an email :) Thank you very much! And and and, I really hope to visit the saloon soon, but quite confused I don't know if I should touch up my colour or dye back to black like what Amanda & Xiaofeng said.. I've got the urge to, but afraid I might change my mind after it... It's always like this, so fickle-minded. Are all gemini babies like me? :( Withloves, anqi.

The cute tissuebox-look-alike biscuit from korea!
Thank you xiaofeng. Xoxo.

White grape candies, I haven't tried yet.

And collagen & hyaluronic acid masks from etude house :D

Here you go, share w/y'all my newly edited desktop background! :) Hehe.

Everyone makes mistakes, but admit your own before you point out someone else's.

Stayed at home with Jgws these few days, I find myself getting more & more uninterested in what's happening around the world outside, man! Hmmm, Received a random call from Xiaofeng yesterday, she was with Amanda. Wtf, they made me laugh like one mad girl I couldn't control my laughters. Lol! I asked xiaofeng : " Do you know what are cheese made up of? " She confidently answered : " Make of spoiled bacteria & milk la! " Hahaha, Lolwtfbbq! Bacteria can eat want meh? Then both of them were like arguing because Amanada said she's allergic to cheese. Then I asked why, she said she'll have the want-to-vomit feel after consuming. Lol! Like that also call allergic?! Hahaha! Damn nonsense la the both of them.

Headed to granny's place, chit chatted with youngersis till the sun rises this morning, uber tired! Also, wrote letters to Ahy bro while waiting for the time to pass. Finally came back to Jgws & knocked out straight for 9 hours. I think I can sleep longer, but this guy shift this & that super noisy, so I woke up :( 

Youngersis gave me this, haven't tried yet.

Altho I prefer non-oily type of makeup remover.

Anyway, iphone users whom are also m1 users, you can download "My M1" from appstore to check your monthly usage, bills and points! :)

These are how the application looks like :)