我愿意用我接下来的生命, 来换平凡的一天, 而不是特别的一天.

 Firstly, why am I so free to be blogging here. I'wanna complain! I really wanna complain lah! :( So damn furious and frustrated now, with whom? Myself! I fuckin' forgot to bring my handphone home, leaving it in the wardrobe in clinic :( How the fuck can I forget my precious ibaby and why the hell am I so damn fuckin' careless? Pardon my vulgarities, I'am just too lost without my phone, I felt so paralyzed on my way home and I swear I kept scolding myself in heart on my way home! :( Sigh, I don't know how the fuck am I gonna go to bed tonight. I don't know how the hell am I gonna wake up tomorrow morning. I don't know how the hell am I gonna pass my time on my journey to work tomorrow. Help! Someone killlllllll meeeeee pleaseeeeeeeee! :(

Been very into this drama recently thanks to Oh'mama. "The fierce wife" Okay, I know I'm very slowwwww. But if you haven't watched this, you may wanna try watching the first episode. Sad, touching, till I almost dropped my tears while watching the last episode. In case you're wondering why I just started watching & I'm already at the last episode. Hehehe! Because I was too excited and curious about its ending, so i skipped the first few episode & watched the last one. HAHAHA! Okay lah, I wanna start whining again! :( I really hate myself so much today....... Today's not a good day. I am so damn lost without my phone. Wo hen sad, anyone feel me? :(

Next, overdue picture taken with Jolene before clubbing over the weekend :) My longest dress I guess? My birthday's round the corner & I have no idea how should I celebrate cse I'm sick of drinking, So i might prolly just skip celebrating. Maybe merely a simple meal with my close ones? Yea, my life is so damn plain and BORING now. I'll just be working and working until saturday arrives. And will only spend my weekends with Jboy & dear jolene. Yea, thats all. LASTLY, I HATE MYSELF AGAIN! FUCK MY LIFE!

LOOK! Jboy bought this mask back from Phuket and it's so damn fucking real! Scare the hell outta me, he scare me from behind when I came out of the toilet the other day. Anyway, he bought me a clothes from there as well :) So happy he still thought of me when he's overseas. Love.

嘴巴上, 彼此嫌麻煩. 眼神中 关怀那么满. 沒说愛, 却早已认定一輩子的伴.

Friday, 20th April.
Stayed over @ Jboy's place on thursday night. He sent me back to granny's place before heading to the airport. He's leaving for Phuket with his company colleagues. So much of unbearable :( Gonna miss him alot. Prepared myself, Met up with Jolene baby at lot1. Accompanied her to work altho' I'm off for the day. Packed & cleaned the clinic as there's no dentist. Lunch time at 1pm, walked home from clinic as it's merely a 5 mins walk. Packed my clothes, played with baby for awhile before leaving home. Knocked off, head back to Jolene's place. Feel really grateful to have my god'mama (which is jolene's mom) Never fail to prepare dinner for us whenever we're back from hectic day @ work :D Love her just like my own mom. Night falls, prepared ourselves and headed to granny's place to collect my heels before starting our crazy night. Shirley cabbed over to fetch us w/eewin. So it was Zirca, Rebel, Planet paradise and Oceanz. Chanced upon a couple of familiar faces. Eugenia & brendon kok from my secondary school, Weizhong my god-daddy (sounds so childish but yea, its during sec sch times), Xiaolong, and ah hong :D Enjoyed myself but went back early with Eewin dear and Jolene baby. Xiaofeng was supposed to leave with us but idk why she stayed @ oceanz with Shirley and they even waited for oceanz to close & went sensation with 'em. Tsk tsk tsk! Stayed over @ Jolene's place :)

Saturday, 21st April.
Woke up feeling sharp pain in both my eyes. Walked to the mirror & realized I forgot to take out my lens last night. FUCK MY LIFE! I was so damn furious with myself but I know I can't turn back time. So many (whys) in my head. Why did I forgot to take out my lens before removing my make ups, why did I drank so much, why did I knocked out straight after removing my make ups and why did the strap of my heels disappear?! Sigh, as usual, my eyes got infected. Worse than before. Couldn't open my eyes @ all. Kept tearing even tho' I applied eyedrops. Slept my saturday away hoping my eyes would recover even tho' there's only minimal chances. Sigh! Woke up in the middle of the night, Liling dabian came over to pass us lens! :) Chatted for awhile before she left, wanted to head to bed but Jolene baby persuaded me to the doctor due to my seriousness of infected eyes. HATE THAT 24 HOUR CLINIC @ 302. Initially he said he have to apply the eyedrop for me immediately (antibiotic for my eyes) but the moment he opened the fridge, the antibiotic was out of stock & guess what he said to me " No choice, I'll just prescribe you some medicine and eyedrops " I'm like WHAT THE FUCK. YOU SHOULD APPLY THE ANTIBIOTIC FOR ME FIRST, BEFORE YOU PRESCRIBE THOSE USELESS MEDICINE! WHAT KIND OF STANDARD IS THIS? YOU DON'T HAVE THE ANTIBIOTIC, & GIVE ME SUCH LOUSY EXCUSES LIKE " NO CHOICE LOR " FUCK YOU MAN! Walked back to Jolene's place while enjoying the night breeze. Applied eyedrops, ate my medicine & she put me to sleep. LOVE MY DEAR JOLENE SO MUCH!

My new earring from jboy! :)

Aww, I'm craving for this nutella biscuit dip that youngersis gave me!! :(

AND MILLION THANKS TO ELDERSIS!

Excellent! Jolene tied the modules on her braces herself!

Mei nao shirley!

Dearest eewin!

Baobei Jolene!

Muackzxzxz.

Awwww. Thank you sharon hub.

Oh'mama never fails to prepare breakfast, lunch and dinner! Xoxo.

MILLION & BILLION OF THANKSSSSS.

LOVE THE OH'S FAMILY AND EGG AS WELL :D

Eldersis' 21st advanced birthday celebration.

 12th April, Thursday.
Attended work like usual, but there's no dentist. So did some cleaning & packing while checking some cards & also changed some patients' appointment. Waited for Huifen coussie to come over to let ladyboss check her swollen gums, prepared myself in the clinic before knocking off. Cabbed over to Chevrons' with Huifen coussie. It's eldersis' 21st birthday celebration! Met up with Liokleng, Valerie & all of the girlz over there. Lioky's baby naomi is so damn fucking cute I swear nobody can resist sayang-ing her. Aww~ Her smiles are like angels, it melts my heart literally. LOOK!

BABY NAOMI :D

Happy birthday! Take key lo!

Dear xiaofeng!

Not bad, after snapping, I still managed to keep

10 peektures in my album :P The rest were super cuiz.

Eldersis & Me.

Yiting parrot!

Jboy and me.

And a picture of my own.

My girlz, without yiting! She's always hiding behind us.

 13th April, Friday.
Many must've had this mindset "Friday the 13th" black friday. But for me, no. I didn't worry or brood about this day much & surprisingly things turned out quite well & smooth for me :) My dear Jolene is back from Genting! Which means my alarm clock is backkkk! Hohoho. Nevertheless, I wanna thank Eewin dear so much, she actually volunteered to wake me up everyday when Jolene's at genting :) How sweeeeeet! & Guess what? She never fails to wake me up from monday to thursday! Hehehe. I gotta learn to be independent and try not to rely on my friends too much o-re-di :( Hmmmm, meeting after work. Jolene, peggy and bilian came over to jurong east outlet after work & we assembled @ 3rd room. Had a short meeting & dined @ Watami with Xuejun, Bilian, Emily, Jolene and ladyboss afterwards. Had an enjoyable meal & lotsa great laughters. Back to Jolene's place after dinner to meet up with my dear jboy. Back home early, turned in with jboy at his crib and I skipped work on saturday as my whole body's aching!

14th April, Saturday.
Was being forced to watch "battleship" with jboy despite my aching body. (-.-") Yea, it's like wtf? Had to drag my feets out with him just to catch the movie he's interested in. After that 2 hours in cinema, I kind of didn't regret straining my eyes starring at the screen in the cinema throughout. Hehehe. BATTLESHIP IS SO DAMN AWESOME!! I wanna watch again if anyone's willing to watch with me :P AWWW! I would rate it 9.5/10. Worth the watch, the time and the money. Hehehe. After movie, headed to Jolene's place. Went 216 for dinner with the Oh's family like again. 302 for supper with Aronkon and co. & back to jboy's crib during midnight.

15th April, Sunday.
Gloomy sunday, which is today. 63 missed calls from Jolene baby! We had an appointment with Aunty xiuzhen for rebonding. I bet Jolene had a really hard time bombing my phone and I swear she've got the most patience in waking me up just like my superwoman alicia whom once bombed 70+ missed calls. Lol! Quickly prepared myself while jboy's still sleeping. Headed over to lot1 to meet up with her. She got me my favourite nutella pancake from prima deli & we on called a cab to Jurong west. When we're done with our hair, its already 6pm in the evneing. Again, I booked a cab online & went back straight to her place. Fell asleep on the sofa, tired + hungry. Waited for jboy to come over & very nice Katherine went to pack dinner for all of us :) Watched teevee, slacked, cocks and tails. Headed back to jboy's place to take my clothes, west coast's coffe bean & he sent me home. I'm gonna go get some rest before I whine like a bitch tomorrow. Right now, I'm having semi-monday blues feeling o-re-di & it sucks big time! Good night people and hope y'all have a smooth monday tomorrow :) Best of luck to jboy for his sales this week as well.

All time favourite!

Thank you Yy! She got me these from Tokyo.