Losers see the pain, winners see the gain.

Right, there must be a reason why I'm blogging here now.. I'm having this small problem with this girl, who used to be my friend. It's not really nice to name it out here, so i'll just continue my point of view using "A" as an example. We were once very close friends, and split into two groups after some small misunderstandings.. Years after, we actually reconcile maybe because our perceptions have changed, I use the word "maybe" Ok, things were pretty okay and there "A" went, spamming facebook & twitter commenting about how broken her newly built family is, how lousy her husband is & etc. No wrongs, yup. Unfollowed her b'cse I dislike having messy timelines & I only those whom i'm interested about.. Friends still, of cause..

There was this guy whom I gave up because of Jboy (people who used to read my blog or have been reading all these years should know who) he some sort of waited for me for 4 damn years. Ok, maybe he didn't wait for me these 4 years, just that he couldn't find the right girl after I left (this was what he told me) Also, he've been the best guy I ever met in my life, put aside my dad.. He even got so much more points better than jboy that I could slowly list out but i don't find any reasons or need to do so.. I don't deny I really loved him, look it's "loved" not "love" He was so gentle, so kind, so thoughtful, so loving, too perfect too flawless. But I chose Jboy, common sense, I love jboy more right? Ya, So one of my friend got attached to him recently, named "B" Was quite shock to hear this but I totally know where I stand, I don't have any rights to stop or comment about their r/s because afterall, I was the one who broke his hearts & left him hanging there for 4 damn years.. Gave my blessings to "B" and him, things turn out eventually okay & peaceful until some of my friends (whom followed "A") on twitter told me that she was badmouthing, or rather, scolding me/them.

Given my temper, yes I flared and retaliated as I knew she would see my tweets (cse she's still my follower) she actually self-proclaimed that those tweets weren't referring to me. But unfortunately, her close friend "B" actually texted me apologizing for the commotion "A" made. So now what? Using your own words to slap yourself? Or you don't have any confidence in this relationship of the guy & "B" ?? You can't change the fact that we were once very happy together and he indeed loved me alot right? So what you can do is shut the fuck up and let them lead their HAPPY & ROMANTIC life, why stir troubles & comment about me when I did nothing to you or piss you off?! Nothing, right so stfu and myob! Yea yea yea, kept emphasizing that I keep raking up the past. LOOK WHOSE TALKING? I was merely having a normal chat with my friend why so agitated and affected? Yea, maybe some tweets of mine may misled you or maybe I misinterpret. But there's so many that you girls aren't sure of. More than what you think it is.

I think it's time I stop being so irritated by your tweets/facebook comments or whatever you spit. It's just a waste of time thinking that you're already a mom, sensible enough to judge & so. But nope, I was wrong. Yea, if you were to take our age to compare, I'm indeed younger than you. But the way you speak, react and retaliate makes you even more childish & crazy. I understand maybe you might be having depression due to the heavy workloads, broken family & so. But that doesn't mean you can misuse this advantage that everyone's giving in to you. Get the fucking facts right before you type idiotically.

Done with what to say. This shall end.
There's always a reason why I didn't chose him, right?
B'cse I love Jboy more than him, so no worries, I'm
giving my blessings to the new couple.

Shall take this chance to see how far my tolerance could go...........

The more the merrier

 Hey peeps! Here to update my whereabouts, went to visit Cindy ahzeh @ Mount Alvernia with Valerie scal on friday, mookata with Ved, the boy, jolene and eric at night. Egg handed me the bikini she bought from bkk, thank you so much even tho' it's really not what I wanted but I appreciate the effort you put in.

So it was Yiting parrot's birthday celebration on saturday. Met up with grace and jolene before heading to Ved's workplace before she knocks off. Accompanied that preggy Alicia for a stroll from Far east to Cineleisure & it was torturing to me as I was the only one wearing heels. Urghz! Enjoyed my night with the girlz, planet next & again, I fell. Damn..... Fortunately jodi has the habit of bringing plasters out.

Too lazy to recall whatever that took place over the weekends, I just wanna thank all for the blessings and right now, before christmas ends, I wanna give all the blessings I received, to everyone I love.. Remember, no matter what, even if you're at your lowest point, trust god, never give up, you just gotta have a lil faith.

Anyway, I enjoyed christmas this year, peaceful and joyous one with the families and my dearest boy. I'm so happy my boy clicks well with my family members & all of them communicates & joke around just like they've known each other for years! Not surprising because Jboy is sociable and my maternal families are super flexible and friendly :) Close friends of mine should know :) Received 8 gifts this year, contented enough.

From Elise :D

7 alarms per day.

And yes, I chanced upon this crazy caucasian piggybacking her child

like that. CAN MEH?! Zzz

Always being pampered

Sandra jiejie

E.A.T's laksa with extra cockles, my favourite!

Hectic thursday night after work.

Lucky Ved came to fetch me for dinner, and also my first meal.

See why I loved him all these years?

Look damn pale, I know

Being with you, just wanna be close to you.

The world has yet to end, our new lockscreen :)

The skies are still bright, electrics are still available.

FOOLS!

A picture velle sissy sent me, disturbing me that her workplace

started flooding. LOLWTF

My life

THANK YOU VED ONCE AGAIN :)

Part of my girlz. Some weren't able to attend....

Gift exchange. From velle :D

SO THOUGHTFUL!!!!!

Of all she gave, I like this most.

And yes, I went to cover Yanxian on christmas eve.

SO HOW? ANYONE HAVE ANY COMMENTS ABOUT MY WORKING ATTITUDE?

Stupid ass dumbless envious asshole.

 

Love working with Emily like always.

Something I feel very grateful and touched in my 20 years of life.

Ladyboss passed this keychain to me saying a patient at the age of 12 or 13? bought

this souvenier from me back from canada. How sweet!

Even thought it's just a mini keychain but it's the thoughts that counts..

I'm really thankful because she and her mom only bought 2.

One for me, another for ladyboss.

SO SO SO DAMN TOUCHED!

 

Another gift :)

SATISFIED. PASSED!

Light up your christmas, party people

HELLO PEOPLE, ANY SUPPORTS FOR THIS? INTERESTED PARTIES PLEASE EMAIL ME AT A-NQI@HOTMAIL.COM FOR MORE DETAILS.

LIGHT UP YOUR LOLLIPOPS ON X'MAS PARTY PEOPLE!!

Shine bright like a diamond.

 Hello people, how was your tuesday? Mine was uber hectic & I really hate days like this.. Alright, just let me roughly blog about my inner thoughts today before I get my ass on bed. Well, my christmas mood came early this year, already received 5 presents, thank you dear sandra jiejie & Gina, I love those presents y'all chose for me :) Above shows the lil nest of J and i. He did the revamping all by himself, so proud of him. Satisfy!

Woke up late today, rushing to & fro clementi and jurong clinic due to some disputes between agatha & dr ong. Hell tired, wtfbbq! Koi from Katherine brightened my day so much. It's always the thought that counts, better still, when people remembers your taste, what you like & what you don't :) Liling dabian brought Ivan along for his braces appointment this evening, had a short catch up & many laughters thanks to the hilarious yet kiam gan boyfriend of hers, hahaha!

Back to what I feel like venting. You people always complain the attitude I have towards work. Hello~ it's not like i earn 15k per month, I don't think working more than 12 hours is fair. Just in case you people don't know, one of the reasons why nurses always skip work is because of the scary appointments booked, second? Our lunch time dragged. Third? Worse still, we work overtime when it's already 12 hours work normally. Yes, we have lousy attitudes, but how about dentists? They insist on keeping walk-ins, squeezing patients, but then vent their anger on nurses when patients complain. TELL ME HOW FAIR IS FAIR?! Of cause dentists willingly keep walk-in patients, that means they prone to earn more than what they are already earning. But look, our pay is still as low as 1.5k. 10 times lesser, tell us how to sacrify our lunch time, dinner time & after working hours?! I really really didn't meant to be so mean & nasty, but these are all true. Yes, nurses have attitude problems, attire problems, late problems, attendance problems, know what? The management causes everything!

When you ask for our understanding, turn around and ask yourself, did you ever stood in our shoes at all? I'am very sure everyone loves this job alot because I myself love it, but always, they're some people whom are probably destined to be there to cause disputes in between. HELL~ GIVE ME A BREAK. I really don't care who sees this, really. Whatever you people want to comment on formspring, I really don't give a flying fuck. The different attitude towards patients & nurses, wow! Before you complain, spare a thought for us. The ones taking home 1.5k instead of 15k!

Nevertheless, I still gotta thank god, for giving me a tolerant heart, and strength to hold on. Given my old character, I would never hold on till now...............

Wanted to get this for Darius

but peipei said he don't wear such slipper.

Look at my fat fat legs :(

Thank you Gina! :D

And of cause the loveliest sister of mine, sandra! Xo.