Be satisfied

Be satisfied.

Relationship is something we can't see, but feel. If you're yet ready to be commited, then never give others your promises. If you think that your friends are more important, then never start a relationship, because quarrels always occurs. I won't say that my love life now is really blooming, because everyone encounters different problems in relationships. There's nothing such as a very smooth & fruitful relationship from the start. If you have such relationship, then it's really a big problem. Examples that causes disputes or disagreements are, both parties having different mindset, and both with stubborn character. Maybe what Aloy said was right, relationship is about taking & giving.

Sometimes I really wonder why guys are so shameless/brainless. They do things without using their brain and then start regretting in the end. Why must they cling onto other women despite of having a girlfriend already? And why must we girls face the same problem over and over again? Some are worse, they don't even feel remorseful for the hurts they've caused or done. Some were given chance, and promised to change ever since. But as time passes, the same character appear again. " Cherish what you have now, before its gone. Course when it's really gone, it'll never come back " See? How bitchy can a guy be?

Don't do what you don't want others to do to you. For karma always befall. Pondering why some woman too, can't behave themselves properly despite knowing that this or that particular guy is already attached. They simply don't know the exact definition of the word " shameless " They don't know how to love & respect themselves. Some girls are born natural unprincipled, simply bugging guys who're attached or maybe are they too sexually aroused. Generally, what matters to most girls is the impression of others towards them, but some vicious woman doesn't care much about that.

To be fair, we can't always blame onto the female party for everything. It always take two hands to clap. If the guys ain't flirty, things would never result like that. Sometimes I really feel sorry for people who encounter this " third-party problem " in a relationship. Because I was once a victim too, I know how it feels. How it feels to accept the fact that your partner really betray you. The hurt caused, will always remain in the heart. No matter how time took over, it still feels so painful. Especially when the third party was once your friend. If I were to choose again, If I have the courage to choose, I'd rather choose to be with my circle of girlfriends, instead of being attached. But sometimes when you're really commited, it's hard to abandon. Sigh. We have no choice, but to be satisfied with what we have.

I'm wronged once, i'm never gonna be wrong again. It really hurts when you have to force yourself, forgiving someone you love who betrays your trust. It hurts more than thousands of needles prickling your skin.

The reason of blogging about this topic, ain't because me myself encounter such problems again.

All the seeds that I had sown, had turned to hives. Each raindrop that falls, Now feels like acid burning my skin. Each bird that calls, Every moment I would feel placid. But no matter what, I won't cry for you. I won't die for you, anymore..

Nothing but a sex slave

Nothing but a sex slave.

Chatted with Akl till the sun rises from yesterday mid, like again. Mr.Goh came over for Dimsum for breakfast & then went back to his place. Surprisingly, we only slept for few hours. 12pm, to Yewtee point for lunch, chanced upon alien there. After eating, went back to his place to prepare & then headed to lot1 to meet up with Jos & Wen.

Slacked for awhile & Catched up with 'em. Wonders where the hell is my ai ?! Hmmm, evening came.. Headed to Bukit panjang for dinner with cousins. Mr.Goh & I, Elder sis, Zhiyi, Jude, Jennifer & Bf, Crystal and Huifen. Saw Brendon kok there. Expected, was bloated after eating just afew mouthful.

After eating, back to Mr.Goh's place to watch Fann wong & Christopher Lee's wedding show. But I missed out the front part for half an hour :-( Valerie still call & disturb me from my show. Lol. Supposed to meet up with Akl @ Lot1 but I have a sudden stomachache. So gave it a missed. After 9pm show, KO till 12am. Mr.Goh sent me back home & my stupid gastric is acting up again. That's all.

I took hours to do this. But outcome also not very nice, hai.

Ah jos siaocb & ME.

Lala, 2 sets.

Stingray.

Big head prawn 2 sets. Power this one! Very fleshy~

Eee, I don't like this plate of tofu.

I got a sudden crave for this, below :-(

Cannot talk too much liao, sleeping kick come liao. Goodnight.

Kill the time

Kill the time.

I wasted off my day again. I sat in front of my lappy for 2 hours this morning. Afterwards, prepared & went to lot1 to have breakfast as I was really craving for it. Mr.Goh didn't accompanied me today because he's down with fever, flu, sore throat. In short, he's sick lar :-( Bombed Joslyn to go prepare & she came down within half an hour. By the time I finished eating, she've already reached :-0 Hahaha.

Slacked at mouzzy all the way. I was too lazy to remove all the blings & glitters on my nails, so went to do manicure instead. This time round, a little simpler colour, maroon red. After doing nails, went over to find Mr.Goh. Bought cough syrup, food for him. & We both KO till 2am mid. Power not?

Liars are losers

Liars are losers.

I spent my day eating, sleeping & playing majong. No life. Wonders what would Ai bring for me when she's back :-) Majong always bring me troubles. I miss Velle sisssssss, So long since I last see her.

Someone totally spoiled my mood yesterday. But it doesn't matters anymore. Don't really understand why people who betrays my trust have always gotta be the people I trust most, or people I'm starting to trust. You've got me hoodwinked with everything you say or do hideously behind. You'll be the one at lost in the end. Don't blame me.

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters
compared to what lies within us.

Enthusiasm

Went to lot1 to have Long Johns' breakfast with Mr.Goh. After eating, back to his place. But we couldn't sleep. So went out with his sis & brother in law. We went to many places. First destination was to habourfront centre, because they wanted to bring Darius for swimming :-) It's his first time swimming there, so I guess he's a little tensed up.

After Darius finish swimming, went to a restaurant at Vivocity. Couldn't remember the name of the restaurant. But there's alot of weird herbs. Hahaha~ After eating, went to Expo as Peipei wants to go take a look at those skincare products organised by "Cozycot" After walking for a few rounds, we left because she said last years' event was better.

Next was to buy Darius' milk powder. And then after that, to East point "Pet safari" There's so many little cute mini dogs there. But one bad thing is that there's dogs walking around in the show :-( Sian 1/2~ We spent almost whole day outside. Reached his place only @ 8pm. They went back to their home after alighting us :-)

Another enjoyable saturday.

Mum bought my fav marshmellow from MEiji.

Simply in love with this top, that "dear" bought for me. Oops!

I ask Mr.Goh take a pic of my shirt, Gek ko he go take my hair. Hai~

There's this grp of drummers @ Vivo.

Baby Darius swimming in the tub :-0

I like the chair in the restaurant~

Those weird herbs.

Karma.

Karma.

24th Sep.
Breakfast with Mr.Goh. Supposed to have breakfast @ Bukit timah market, but when he reached, it've alrdy started to pour heavily. So, no choice. Back to his place, and KO till 7pm. Prepared myself quickly & watched Fann Wong & Christopher Lee's show. Sieh bored~ After watching, we both headed to Cine for Phobia2.

The sound effect bao jia~

But I still prefer the ending part, so funny.

The movie last for 2 hours plus. Indeed a very long one. Missed the chance of meeting Auby beh course when I just finished watching, she've just left Cine with Lanying. After movie, Mr.Goh & I headed to 302 to meet up with Jolene. A very kiddy matter happened! Hahahaha. But I like to see show lar. Yunhan never protect me lor, hai :-( Break her promise.. Sad!

Packed food for Elder sis & Zhiyi. Woodlands for a stroll, back home. Slept at 3am, Weilong woke Mr.Goh & I up at fucking 5am! &I couldn't go back to sleep anymore :-( Hai.

25th Sep.
Slacked till 7am. Mr.Goh & I headed to Bukit timah Market for breakfast. I realised I've been having big appetite nowadays, cannot continue like that.. After eating, back to his place again. Can't sleep, was texting with Ckx. Time passes very slowly when I'm still awake. Mr.Goh was already sleeping very soundly. So I went out of his room, to play with Baby Darius :-) Took videos of him too. But no time to upload alrdy. Will upload sooon..

After playing with Darius, went to woke Mr.Goh up to accompany me for shopping as I really can't seemed to fall asleep. Surprisingly, he really woke up for me despite of his tiredness. Woohoo~ Book tickets online & headed to Cine straight after we prepared. Caught "Accident" this time round. But I don't know why everytime when I enter the cinema, I got the kick to sleep liao. Though it's only 20mins of show that I've missed, Mr.Goh never failed to repeat the whole storey to me :-)

After movie, back to his place. KO till 1am plus. Hopefully I can fall asleep tonight :-( Praying hard.

No time for bitch & bastards.

Hilarious joke of the day

Hilarious joke of the day.

Met up with Mr.Goh for breakfast this morning. Before that, went over to meet Yy ai to pass her shades to her as it's already been with me for quite long. Lololol~ After dropping by, went to lot1 for Long johns' turkey bacon. After eating, back to his place to play with Baby Darius again :-) Hehehe. This time round, I brought him into our room & play with him :-D He's so cute, full of funny expression.

Put him on my lap :-)


He lie down till so song, drink milk.

Finally got my plain nails done with blings polishes & crystals.


Mr.Goh & I.

&Lastly, A video of Darius :-)





Mr.Goh & I slept from 12pm to 10pm !! Wasted another day away :(

A pity the love can never be as strong anymore.

Same blogsong.

Eee, I just found out that someone uses my expired new song in her blog now. Ai tor lor~. Outdated lar you.

Bury the hatchet.

Bury the hatchet

Congrats~ Anqi finally fell asleep last night! Read carefully, at night! Hahaha. I'm overjoyed that I can actually fall asleep last night. But someone woke me up just after 1 hour of sleep I had. Guess who's that person? Auby beh! Ohmg~ After her call, I can't fall asleep anymore :-( So I chatted with her all the way till dust. Mr.Goh called in, & we 3 chatted too till the sun rises. If I'm not wrong lar, forgotten.

Prepared myself as Mr.Goh is coming over for breakfast. But sadly, the dim sum shop is closed for today. Hence, we went to King Alberts Park for Mcdonalds. As usual, My ex love Mcgriddles. After eating, went back to his place & fell asleep. 11am plus, woke up & prepared myself. Headed to Hong kah town council with Mr.Goh to pay for his fine. Darling called, so we accompanied her to Sakae Sushi after we finished eating at 302. In between, Mr.Goh went to have his hair cut. Now, nice & neat :-) I'm lovin it.

Darling passed me the blings & nail polish ;-) Slacked for awhile, headed back to Mr.Goh's place & KO till 10pm. Woke up, prepared ourselves & he sent me to wen's place for majong. Mood totally spoiled afterwards. Mr.Goh came to fetch me when it ends, & I have a sudden thought of those bad memories. I suddenly felt so down. Sian 1/2.

Sometimes, I really hate him alot.

Thanks Nj darl.

Trying to hold on still.
Last night was disparate, I didn't la dian wei with buddy till the sun rises. Chatted with Auby beh till dust, instead. She've always got amusing ideas and even demanded me to be prepared by 6.30am ! Met up with her for breakfast @ Fajar mac. After eating, went back to her place. I couldn't sleep, so Mr.Goh came over to fetch me over to his place.

Not long after we reached, Mr.Goh's sis suggested to go Tampines Ikea. So we tagged along as we too, couldn't seemed to sleep. Had our lunch there while shopping. We spent long hours outside till evening~ Power right? After Ikea was Kaki bukit, to take a look at baby car sit. We passed by some sort of industrial park & came upon Soo Kee Jewellery 80% off ! But the sunny drizzle made me turned off. Sian 1/2. My eyelid were almost closing when we're on the way back & I fell asleep on Mr.Goh's lap.


Back to his place @ 4pm plus, only both of us went back. Peipei & her husb went to Yishun after dropping us down. Immediately KO after a stick of cigg & switching off my phone to silent mode. Woke up @ 9pm plus, received a call from Auby beh again. Hence, prepared myself & went down to lot1 to meet up with her for a short while. After she went off with Jos, Mr.Goh & I went over to 302 to meet up with Elson & Ahjohn. Ziying & Peipei were there with us too. Slacked, & Mr.Goh sent me home ;-)

Relationships are like glass.

Sometimes it's better to leave them broken,

than trying to hurt yourself putting the pieces back together.

Giving up.

Giving up.
As usual, chatted on phone with Auby beh & Aloy buddy till the sun rises. I need sleeping pills seriously, I really need it :-( Mr.Goh & I slept our day away till midnight. So bored, you know? Anyway, meeting Valerie scal, Yy ai & Velle sis tomorrow. Goodnight!

Sick & tired

Sick & tired.

Mr.Goh came over for breakfast this morning @ 7am. Supposed to go sentosa with Mr.Goh & friends but we gave it a missed as we're tired. After breakfast, home sweet home. I couldn't sleep, so I packed the whole room. Fell asleep only at 9am plus. Woke up at 3pm, Mr.Goh's not around. He met Hm to take a look at his new car. I went to prepare myself & he reached home not long after.

We headed to lot1 to have our lunch. Didn't know what to eat, so dined at our convenience, Wang cafe. After eating, headed to keat hong motor shop & then to Pasir ris. I fell asleep on the way there. Tired ~ Gastric acted up on the way -.-" Met Elson, Hm, Ts & Gf at pasir ris park E. Their friend Hongxing was celebrating his birthday. Forgotton the barbecue pit no. After cutting cakes, we went off. Mr.Goh & I headed to Cine as we wanted to catch Midnight movie, but Phobia 2 tickets sold out. While the rest, we've almost watched all. So we went back.

To timah. Dined at the rail mall coffeebean for muffins & latte. Back to his place again, watched tv, conference with Auby beh, Bernice, Ah mao and Elder sis & then met up with Younger sis & cabbed home. Mr.Goh followed us all the way to clementi on his own transport. Funny right? Lol ~ Auby said she envy me, because I said, " I got the feeling of being woo-ed ! " Hahaha, She say she also want ley? Anyone wants to volunteer to woo Auby beh? Lololol.

Mr.Goh & Hm.

Hm's new car.

I promised to mosaic away the face! Lmao.

This is their friend Hongxing. & It's also his birthday tday.

Grp.

Goodnight ~