Choco.

Ice cream fondue!

Actually, I'm here to say, I've got more overdues to post tonight.

HEHE so tata & stay tuned alright? 

YAWNS.

I missssss velle leh.

Everything happens for a reason, its a matter of how we look at it.

Hello everybirdy! Birdy cse it's 7:06am already. I actually realized I did not upload all of the pictures from my album at the end of the post yesterday but I was totally drained and so I thought today would be good as I have nothing to do.. Well it's Saturday and surprising I'm at home. Hah hah.. Rejected afew programs as I couldn't make up my mind. Sigh, If you understands me, I'am actually someone who can't bear loneliness, I really dislike the idea of being alone but then when I got my friends around, I find them a little to crazy/noisy/funny or talkative.. WAIT! I haven't proposed, ONLY WHEN I'M NOT IN THE RIGHT MOOD. So lovely friends,y'all are still sweet loving, loud, fun-around-with. Hehe..

Okay, I woke up in the late evening today as I turned in early this morning after blogging remember? Holy shit, work is starting in just 7 days yet I'm still lazing around, not trying ways to sleep early to turn back my bodyclock. Sigh, and then this question came into my mind. Whose gonna lead me the direction? Whose gonna wake me up & give me a FULL PUSH on the back on my very-lazy-first-day? Cannot rely on Kolene anymore as she's recuperating and I musn't always rely on others. Look at the pathetic state of mine now. Tell you what, this evening, the moment I woke up, I turned to my left thinking theres someone sleeping beside me, maybe velle or whoever? But knowing that I was alone & the loud thunder with heavy pours automatically made me sobbed & hid under the blanket like a baby.... The purpose of waking up was to off my lights but after the huge cry, I can't fall back asleep anymore. SIGH, don't... Don't behave like a baby please. At the age of 21, crying sobbing or tearing everyday?? You got to be kidding, right?  I have so much to say, but.. I think better not.

Yup, also if you know me, I'm someone who keeps every single problem to myself or maybe 1 or 2 trustworthy friend... Till the heart feels too uneasy after bottling up for too long, I'll burst. And I guess this time round, it is the one, moreover its not just one or two. It is THREE FOUR FIVE you know? :( Aww so sad......... Yea you see me smiling happily in my photos, thinking I'm leading a fantastic life, wrong. Don't judge. They kept insisting me to consult a doctor maybe I won't behave this usual. BUT I AM NOT SICK! Sometimes they really make me wonder, am i ? No, I'm not.. I know I'm not. Thank you Velle sissy, for being beside almost all my leisure time reminding me I'm not sick, I just need time because all clashes at once. 

Now I hate talking, I don't talk anymore. Back to the first breakdown state, I cry, I pull a long face, I lock myself behind the world.I hate myself, I have nobody to talk to except myself. Ya ok, I admit it's me whom don't wanna talk to anyone. Ok? So what if I tell you all my problems? There's nothing you can do..... Even dad misunderstood me & we somehow had a tiff. I really wants to & wished to talk to him so badly but I think he knows, because i'm the only daughter whom inherit his weird character. I know they all loves me, but I too hope they knows that I'm already 21, give me some space if I anytime I need... 

One lovely morning.

Granny knows just what I want, silence.

She knows, she always sees my pair of swollen eyes but she'll

say nothing but give me a peck, a pat or a stroke..

love you granny..

Finally digged out some time to visit my dear girl 

even tho' I'm in this emotional mess state of mind. 

Good, recovering well except that she've lost quite alot of weight :(

Old school sibo

Met up with my dear Yunhan for a short while @ Bukit batok. 

We will never waste a single sec when it comes to catching up with each others; life.

HIAK.

Yupyup. with this crazy grace and my xiaomei Jodi & her bro.

As usual club july where else.

PLAYHOUSE

Elaine & I 

Joslyn

I apologize first for my EXTREME RATE OF CAMWHORING ok?

If you hate that, the exit sign ain't too far away. click "x" 

Smirk* 

You guys will hate Velle for sure.

While pasting Estee's pictures I decided to maybe make the room livelier 

It used to be only four plain walls... :(

Now that I'm alone, of cos I need more "companion" 

As in those pictures not those "good friends" hor!

Born this way.

Momma just know my taste exactly.

Totally love those in nice bright colours.

I think I over edited.

Also loving my new tank.

Can hardly dress up nowadays.

Wait! I DONT EVEN GO OUT -,-"

One of the new top momma got from BYSI.

Louis sent me down to town as I wanted to check & double confirm the

designs & sizes but since the girls wants a change

then I try to search LOR........

I find this denim dress simple & sweet ah? But they didn't

like it too. 

URGH I gave up, got myself new undergarments and new loots.

Thank you mom & dad because retail theraphy indeed made

me a little happier.. Really

I see your effort.

Momma especially..

I know you're worry, but leave me alone.

I will be back fine.

Hiaohiao baobei GOT IT WRONG! :(

I'm left with just 1 plain & 1 cookies&cream when I woke.

(he claims he made his order from eldersis already

definitely won't go wrong.) 

Fated not to eat :P

New dress from momma.. I chose the colour myself :D

Okay la, I'm gonna speed up I have so much to do today and

I haven't catch a single wink yet.. 

Remember we used to use it every night?

the scent?

Received a parcel the other day.

Wasn't expecting something as I didn't order anything online..

Then I made a guess

and got it right.

Thank you.

NEW LOVE!

Royce chocolates

How is it? The lights?

The arrangements? The new look? Bettter?

My space.

Look! AWWWW all the little babies. 

Okay la there's some of my girls & bros too.

Not the final outcome.

Was thinking of filling the whole wall. Muahaha. Crazy.

Supposed to head to town with the annoying

Louis but was down with slight fever after preparing.

AFTER LEH NOT BEFORE! WTF RIGHT :(

So camwhore lor..

And also coincidentally, cousin gave us a visit.

Favourite female cousin ok!

Just in case you don't know her, she's kimberly, David's eldersis 

:D She dotes me the most from young

and even till now. We share the same horo so i think we're very alike

in some ways. Somehow or rather...

OH MY FAVOURITE GENUINE GIRL.

My ai.

Like I say, distance never drift us apart.

Not even a little bit.

We can still share anything and everything.

Maybe only me la, she seldom share cse she's forever acting

SHY. My foot :P

Heart pumps rapidly.

The invitation card I've been waiting all along.

Wish you well, blessed & bliss. 

SURE ATTEND LA AH HAI.

SISTERS SOME MORE AH! HAAHHAHAHA/

A thousand kiss to you

As usual, I got $ from mom & dad.

Loving both my knitwear.

And BEST BUY, the bling sneaks.

Too much. REPACK!!

Look at Velle's crazy idea.

We drew each others' room sandals. MAJOR FAIL.

She can always cheer me up easily whenever I'm down. She knows exactly how I feel. Maybe she don't show but from her eyes I can see. Even tho' her tones are soft, and sometimes she repeats her words, I'am still so thankful and grateful she really digged out time, put in SO MUCH EFFORT to make sure I'm fine.Yea, we're even closer than biological sisters. She made me feel safe, she keep her promises, she always try her best to accomodate with me. WOAH HER PATIENCE~ NO HORSE RUN. She stays over to study whenever I needed someone beside. Sometimes I feel so bad for occupying her quality times with her family :( BUT I REALLY NEED HER.................................

Muahaha. First time seeing granny smile when I asked

for a picture together. Because she was eyeing on the note .

WHY SO CUTE!

My very shag look, on the way & also LATE for interview.

Yup, I got a shorter cut.

I don't know why but my hair looks reddish with this camera effect.

Very unlucky, it's always nothing but eye infection

whenever I have something important.....

On cab, talking to velle.....

SCARED SCARED.

OOTD.

Looks like I'm ready right away. LOL! 

that dog laaaaaaaa. 

PASSED MY INTERVIEW & SAT AT SHAUN;S DESK

chewing on my gummy choco.

MINE! but they finish almost half of it lor.

Went to shop for some necessities and then the kitchen materials

Idk what they call that.. 

LOOK AT VELLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. 

HAHAHA.

I cam up with this cool idea :P 

Idc what you think. 

Managed to stand at the right spot and merge the photo.

First few taken was totally a NO. Velle's toooooo..... when it comes to

photography.

But one thing, she loves taking pictures.

With only 1 pose. Smiling with teeth.

I know she looks totally awesome like that but imagine 100 of them 

are same? TRY SOME NEW POSES KITTY VELLE :P

Ok. The more we took, the crazier we got.

TIRING OK? But, heihei not bad la.

Retarded girls.

Bloggers you know right? You got to click and adjust the sizes one by one while

blogging. TELL ME LIKE THAT PRESS MY HAND SOUR ANOT? :( 

Or is there any ways I can set automatically same sizes for all

no matter what pictures I load?

She loves this photo frame with our pics in it. 

And so. Hehehe

Ok, I can't imagine, ICE CREAM STICK!!!!!!!

HAHAHA!

N/A

Not applicable.

AN 

Can right.

Best few photos. MORE US

YOU SEEEEEEEEEE 

SHE ALWAYS BULLY PEOPLE ONE.

I think most of y'all judges her as demure, mature, soft & etc ya?

NO NO NO NO ~ ALLL OPPOSITE.

HAHAHA.

Yes, I was stretching my hand and fingers to snap.

I LOVE THIS ALOT 

Well, this is second.

Cute?

Ok very stiff I know,

ACT LIKE MODEL TAKING SHOOTS.

LOL OPPS

I think I looked tired already.....

Took 2 of myself while shes at the loo.

YAY. No more, buh-byeeeeeeeee.

All from her MUACKKKKKKKK.

Self indulge.

(cse without make ups, my face looks totally different)

Not as in UGLY OK. Look below.

Red patches and swollen eyes without lids...

Sigh.

Velle sissy never fail to send me inspirational quotes photos everyday.

And the most special corner for FOURSOME.

I did it all by myself. So creative I thought. 

Look the chain which holds all our pictures are from my necklaces.

Those that I no longer use. HEHE

And the names.. See? The reflected silver chrome looked names..

I forgotten where it came from, but definitely, it was all recycled item

cse I thought of doing something special for the four of us mah....

OH YA IT CAME FROM AGNES B Gift wrap.

:D 

Satisfied though.

PROCESSING.