I never knew it would be this hard to lose something I never had

ELG, You don't know, just by looking at this picture alone makes me tear.

I'am sure it applies to most of your close friends and of cos us foursome...

I remember receiving Shaun's call that night, telling me you've passed on in the hospital.. At first I thought it was minor, nothing serious, but Idk why I was so anxious, I told him not to joke & he said he wasnt, so I quickly prepared myself wanted to make a trip down to TTS. But I'am really so sorry, I didn't made it there I did not accompany you thought the last breath of yours & it pains me in my heart now cos I remember whenever you see my twitter not right, you'll either call or apps me asking if I'm okay... Mostly apps, because you know I dislike talking on the phone..

YOU'RE REALLY GONE......

I'M SORRY IF IT HURTS WHEN I TOUCHED YOUR FACE WHILE YOU'RE

RESTING ON YOUR FIRST DAY @ YOUR WAKE.

ELG, I CAN'T ACCEPT THIS FACT AT ALL

After granny stopped me from going out cos it's late & I'm alone 

I went into the room, camwhored & This picture above was meant to be sent to you

next day when you open your eyes...

I remember this was the first picture we took at V4

after quarreling for 5 years. hah

Yes, 我们都长大了..

And gradually I realized you've changed alot.

Your character & all. Unlike the past Weilun,

you've matured alot........

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understandings with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints in our heart, and we are never ever the same anymore. You're never my best friend anymore for leaving, for not being able to be there for me anymore :'(

Taken at Oceanz.

If I didn't got it wrong, this was also the first few times

we met up.. But as time passes we met up more often

we drank more often, we talked into deeper conversations like our own private

problems &etc... 

Good-byes make you think, they make you realize what you've had, what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted.

Also, Jolene joined us not long after. 

& Here it is, FOURSOME is FORMED.

Why do you had to destroy ir? :(

Each time we heard the storm or downpours, we knew you were

back right? Tell us, you're back.. Talk to us. Tell us you missed us still....

Both Jolene and I won't ever forget this crazy day you should know why right.

2-3 AM kiao people come out.

MAI SNG LEY ELG....

You're one of my craziest friend & thats the reason the conversations never dry up.

I know and can see you really look after her well,

take care of her like shes your youngersis.

THEN WHY CAN'T YOU TREAT ME THAT WAY TOO?

Then it won't hurt so bad now.......

:(

Look at your dog face also want cry lah!

Last time probably I'll laugh but now, sigh.

You brought us lots of laughters during Haze Days.

Especially to Minghui and me....

I'm still keeping the video that you do horse show okay!

I guess your unexpected pass on causes the most impact to shaun as you & i 

or rather, everyone knows, you = shaun. Shaun = you.

Even though at times shaun did not control his temper towards you,

you'd made a joke out of it.. You don't take quarrels into heart.

You're the most magmanimous friend to him I guess. Now that you're gone,

whose gonna TE him??

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other.

You're always emotional in twitter...

And I felt sorry because I'm always the caused of it..

I rmb we stopped contacting for a month due to some personal problems

& you fell for a girl name michelle.

I told you to go for it, why didn't you?

Maybe you'd stilll be here if you were to..

True friends don't say good-bye, they just take extended leaves of absences from each other

(so are you waiting for me?)

Thank you for getting me this job.

We were supposed to work together, but you pangseh me even 

when I haven't started.

Don't worry, Shaun and i did not disappoint you.

we did went to work & please bless him with more sales okay?

Bless me sleep early everyday, it's 5 am already I'm still blogging. So it means

I'm not sleeping & I'm gg to prepare soon even tho' I've got an MC.

Elg, I must let you know that your words are always

sweet and the assurance you'd always gave me were touching..

But I'm sorry I did not intend to open my heart to anyone at that point of time yet,

and I really only treated you like a really special friend..

:(

See how annoying you rush people out. HAHA :"(

Always there. So much thanks.

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

Elg, do you still remember all these days we had fun together, at the other side?

Looking at how much you love your friends. HAHA!

Hanah, mai sng leh. Always wanna compete photo editing skills with me

I want to remember how you've made me laugh, and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are. And how you touch my heart in a way that no one else could

(even tho we really can just be friends, real friends, best friends.....)

Thank you for this, It reminds me of you whenever I see

this picture. Cse you never fail to.

And YES ELG, I DID IT :D 

All because of you.

Then you asked me if your editing skills are good.

PUH-LEASE~  LAH

First one was totally ORHBIANG UGLY. LOL

Second one buey pai altho the pictures in it were being forced-hugged.

The last picture you edit & sent to me.

And I am sure I'm never gonna see you slowly improve in your editing skills anymore

"(

The first time you message me through facebook

was also the day you wnt away.......

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TALK TO ME ELG, I'M TALKING TO YOU EVERYDAY

TALK TO ME :(

WHO AM I GONNA TURN TO WHEN I HAVE SO MUCH TROUBLES.

WHOSE GONNA BRING ME OVERSEAS JUST TO

BREATHE SOME FRESH AIR & RELEASE ALL MY STRESS :(

I know everytime I send you this you feel sad.. but I really want you to know....

Sigh.

谢谢你! 但是你再也等不到她了

I had awesome days there I know you too even tho I kept

walking further from you..

Uh uh uh uh ! Actually I'm quite happy that all these 

FORCED HUGS pictures are still in minghui's folder.

It brings back lots of memories.

Days when shaun & i had almost 5 meals per day.

MAI SNG LEYYYY.

HAPPY  FOUR.

Handmade by foursome, I HOPE YOU SEES THIS.

Its on top of your bed k.

MAI SNG HOR.

不够是吗? 托梦给我跟我讲!

Why do our picture have to be in my diary? Why not twitter why not facebook why not anywhere else? 

THE LAST PHOTO YOU SENT TO ME :(

MAI SIAO LEYYYYYYYy.

THIS IS FUCKING HEART WRENCHING I TELL YOU.

IM SORRY I COULDNT CONTROL MY TEARS..........

I wanna thank you for being part of my life at least just for a few months it's enough for my heart to bear a big part for you. Thank you for everything you've done for me... I really can't thank you enough. You've helped me too much & lastly, thank you for respecting my decision for remaining as friends. You've been great

Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you

RIGHT AFTER THIS

IT ALL ENDS.........................

TIME FOR WORK :(

SHINE YOUR LIGHT ON US OKAY? ESPECIALLY SHAUN

HE'S DOING SALES.

DEFINITELY HAVING HARD TIME... 

MISSING YOU BADLY.