Hello people! A Huge Kiss For All My Lovelies
before starting this long winded post. I have a lot to say to be frank but my T's rushing me to bed already. He makes sure and never give up on putting me on bed & patting me to sleep giving me all the comfort even tho' I'm such a hassle. It's really surprising how your perspective changes gradually like as how you see/judge someone from the past & they turned out to be another person. (May be good or bad) Well, T indeed surprised me so much because I never expected him to do so well trying to fix this broken hearted girl..
Well okay, recently I'm like having a tiff with aunt. Oh, because I thought I could trust her but things turned out otherwise as time passes. She was good all along until when I realized actually dad knows about my lousy conditions. But still, She's my biggest saviour though and part of our family so, bear no grudges. She loves to nag alot and I HATE IT! I would always raise my voice or skip the topic when it comes to "nagging for my own good" Hahaha, I know i know, I'm a bad person to everyone. Shes not to blame tho because maybe she really don;t know my character.. But still she tries her best no matter what.
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I received my last drawn from aunt with only a pathetic sum of amount when I think I totally don;t deserve that handful. Of cos, it's nothing to them, they are business people & "Adults" but hello, everyone have their own rights to fight for what they should be paid. It's okay, move on... (even tho I;m still thinking about it everyday) ZZZZZ I am really furious, really. It's like nobody knows, that period of time when I headed to work was the LOWEST point of my life. Yet I tried to accomodate with aunt & the company to try. I thought I was doing fine & okay.. But yea... Suck thumb.
Secondly it was T even tho; halfway though he left he still saved my life. Hah hah funny? From enemies to friends. I find it so hard to believe the fact that we;re this close now... And he;s really caring. He'd always remind me about my family members just like all of you does.. Talk logic and sense to me. Thankful Beyond words. So heres a little gift of appreciation for him :)
Well CNY is round the corner. Want him to dress up well.
At least tidy and nice just like his character..
Look what I've got for him.
Yup, 2 tops from Gstar
A jeans and a 3 quart...
Slowly changing the way he dresses himself.
MUAHAHA,
Good luck to me.
I hope my friends love what I buy/bought for them
from the level of understanding I have towards them.
It's just a token of appreciation,
for giving me strength,
helping me even within your limits,
trying your best to be beside me
or keep me accompanied though the phone.
I know my attitude sucks. HAHA but friends, you all don't mind
at all, never once..
Actually its quite surprising who you realized that they really
care for you and those whom look as if they're very close with you
but doesn't give a single shit.
It's always when you're dying, people starts listening.
zzz
Thank you BB, Shaun.
All these are really a small token of appreciation as I'm not working so please pardon for such cheap stuffs ok? Thank you for accompanying me for that whole month at work buying food for me making sure I'm alright in the office, Thank you for accompanying me out to drink when Weilun passed on and Jolene suddenly changed....
Thanks for the listening ear & I;m so glad everything is back to normal even tho
I know some things can never be the same anymore like weilun.
And the forever cheerful, kind and thoughtful Jolene.
I hope god;s on your side to shine his light on your path,
first business might be hard but perservere & then you can do it.
I believe you can la bb. JUST DO IT LIKE NIKE! LOL.
CUT DOWN ON SMOKING AND DRINKING AND FLIRTING. MUAHAHHAAHHA.
I am really fortunate to still have you & jolene even tho that doggie nah wei lun ccb leave me alone, broke his promise. If not, I think I;ll still be working happily & he will sure help me get back what I should....
Hope you like your gray top & 3 quart.
Villa Forever
This is for dad! I don't think we have to keep buying material stuffs for him so as to keep him happy, he just wants us to communicate more with him, tell him whats on our mind, share with him how we feel.. He's a great father. But sorry, I really don't know how to share the way I'm feeling.But one thing I Swear I'll always be there. No matter poor or rich, healthy or sick,just like the woman below.
She'll never really nag at me knowing me inside out from top to toe.
Because I inherit dad's traits. She've been the most tolerance and also the
one who have the most generous heart. She wasted so much tears for me when she thought I couldn't made it. She gave me whatever I want, but the mentally fatigue me, did not notice everything she've did for me. I used to find her an irritating and annoying mum but no. She knows me TOO WELL I really love her so much. Pathetic right? Only after 21 years of my life I realized how much I love momma. Sigh, it's been hard on her. But I'll do better for the sake of her & my favourite family members, SALLY boooooooo, david, kimberly, uncle, dearest granny, hasnie, and most importantly, Daryil. He saved my life, my benefactor :') I was so damn fucking silly back then.
Granny was overjoyed when I passed her some cash just now. I always do, even tho'
I've stopped working for close to half a year..
Next up, I think I need more than an hour to write about her. Nouvelle Chua, she has her own ways to make me laugh, doing silly and stupid things, even the craziest acts, just to make me feel better. Imagine, SHE ALLOWS ME TO VIDEO HER UNGLAM SIDE. Hah hah. I miss those days, those days were the happiest carefree. She tops up my tidbits as & when she feels like its finishing soon, she shares whatever she have, with me.. But I believe the both of us can feel we;re slowly drifting recently I don't know why and the madness level of business. Too exaggerate, probably your boss's mistress & some r/s problems.
But don't forever, my door is always opened, for you. 24/7 thats why you're the only friend who owns my house key. Hehehe. Both of us changed, but i believe someone's doing something about it, but sorry, I don't give a fuck even if you were to believe what others say :) I'll always love you tho' you like to bua stunt and lie alot these days. KITKIT & TEDDY STAYS FOREVER IN HEART.
The rest I don't think I have to mention your name one by one uh?
OH YES! THIS IS THE MOST SURPRISINGLY FRIEND WHO CAME
ALONG AND TRIED TALKING TO ME SHOWING SO MUCH CONCERN HELPING ME
HUNT FOR JOBS TO KEEP MYSELF OCCUPIED,
LIM SOH BOON
(I really didn't expect her to. Love)
Xiaohei, Elaine, thank you too for the constant jio-ing of boozing. HAHA. Never to forget Yy even tho we never see each other but the feelings just as surreal as when we were still in school uniforms. Haha. Liling, oh my god i didn't expect so much too! You even came up to visit me just like joanna Yee, helping to pack food for granny. Yunhan, I don't think I have to elaborate, she's the guai one on the similar boat as me yet telling me w\hat I should or shoULDN'T do.. Huiwen as well. Can't mention some names but you know who you are lah huh? So if you haven't received anything from me yet, your turn's about to come. My ark ka liao? Yes too during the early stage of my craziness, supporting me on food and $$ but recently stopped talking for idk what reason. OF cos my conscience are clear thats why I tried twice, and I stopped asking because she always have her reasons for the things she do, BUT I HOPE SHE DON'T ASSUME. No matter what, always in my heart. Clement, my dear sissy, effortlessly making me smile whenever he can.. Cindy ahzeh, tho we haven't been catching up for a long time she'd still dig out some really SHORT leisure time after settling Andres, but she can talk alot and she totally knows just how it is, how I am.. Valerie scal, I know shes always there even tho' she's quietly caring. Vedelene too, your kind words, Shirley, thanks for visiting too.. EmilySusan, I know you're busy with work and problems with bf, but never fails to keep in touch. Surprisingly, the both Joey. Female and male. You guys just know who you are I'm so sorry if I've left out any of your names but I'll take time to regain my memories that I've lost for 6 months. Hiaohiao baobei too :) YOU KNOW... Joseph tho we;re not close at all..Charles wong and also Ahjohn kor. THANK YOU EVERYBODY!
LAST BUT NOT LEAST, KEN FROM MY PREVIOUS COMPANY.
ANQI LOVE YOU ALL DEEP DEEP.
JUST LIKE MY LOYAL READERS.
AS WELL AS NWL'S BROTHERS...
THE MOST IMPORTANT FRIEND, NAH WEI LUN.
IMISSYOU BADLY.
AND THE ONE WHO DOTE ME MOST,
BREAD. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS YOUR EXISTENCE
THO; I WAS REALLY A HASSLE AT THAT PERIOD OF TIME.
OKAY, IT;S 5:55AM ALREADY, PROMISED TO SLEEP AT 2:45AM
BUT I MADE MY T WAIT UNTIL HE FELL ASLEEP IN THE ROOM.
LET ME CONTINUE TOMORROW.
YU-ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
WO MEI WANG JI NI OH~ THE LAST PERSON WHOM
SHOWED QUITE A SUMFUL OF LOVE
MAKING ME LAUGH. HAHAHAA.
i' AM TRULY AND SINCERELY GRATEFUL TO ALL.
THANK YOU, ESPECIALLY TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS WHOM
PUT UP WITH MY CRAZINESS FOR THAT 6 MONTHS.
BOTH MATERNAL AND PATERNAL SIDES.
I HOPE I'LL REALLY RECOVER SOON.
XOXO!
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