I'm totally blessed and I thank god for that

You know it's really nice when he warms your body when you're cold, his arms makes me feel safe whenever I feel insecure... Wanted to skip work on friday as my eyes were badly infected but Emily went missing in action out of a sudden. Didn't want jolene to work alone so I went along even though I kept tearing.. So, it's a sunglass day for me... Aww! Sure looked like an alien early in the morning but I'm lovin the pink sunglasses that velle sissy bought back for me from bkk. Was also supposed to catch "Ah boys to men 2" that night but I went haywire venting all my anger cse the boy pissed me off. Had a small tiff & I think I hurt him by throwing punches :(

In my bright orange romper from Diana!

Look at the crazy massive jam. From granny's place to yewtee mrt station 

cost me $10 when it's just a 5 mins walk. 

 Karma... I was too arrogant to say that I have never encountered dark circles or eye bags problem. Look at my ugly pair of eyes now :( You know, I'd always told myself to think positively, to be understanding, to give him more space, but the fact is that he's climbing on top of my head already.. To think that he reflect and lessen the alcohol intakes everytime after we quarrel, but no, he never. Silly me. Kept reminding myself to keep cool, don't make a big fuss but on friday, I couldn't digest all the anger inside me anymore. The more I bear with it inside, the crazier I'll get. Loathe seeing a blushed look of his, coming home reeking of alcohol. It really doesn't feels good to throw punches on someone you love dearly, but fuck I can never put up with all the bullshits when you just can't abide my simple condition that meant well.. & When you take my words lightly, I'll payoff with all the bullshits, I'm not revenging, no. You just got to taste your own medicine, there's this saying, you reap what you sow..

Came across this in my facebook. Lol!

This was what I did last year, so it's anqi inspired? :D

I should feel proud, yes.

 Was in a foul mood after a fight with the boy so dragged my two girls out. So it was nana for drinking session. Glad they were always there for me, Jolene and Ved. Enjoyed my night & the boy started those nonsense apologizing, talking like a kid, so yang ou. Easily moved & I'm a soft hearted person until someone really betrays me. So yes, we slept together.

Million thanks to JasmineDestine for this :)

My speed dials & blog

 Stay home saturday playing mahjong, made a profit of $150 :D Also, striked 4d. Sakae for lunch/dinner with my dear boy.

As for sunday, it was a lethargic wet sunday. Napped half of the day away, woke up to prepare as I was supposed to meet Bee aiai. Lot1 pastamania, my treat! :D Next was july for some booze. Had a gr8 catch up session..

OH MY GAWD I SWEAR THIS IS THE CUTEST DOG I EVER SEEN.

So chubby, fat & short. AWW! Wanna bring him home la!!

Been ages....

And thank you Lanying for the kind thoughts :D 

Shall give it a try when I'm home, & share with my family members.

Another heartwarming message from sweetheart this morning...

Also thankful towards Katherine & Eggy for getting me

my long craving Garett Popcorn from town! Love max!

I'm totally blessed & I thank god for that!

People lead life in different forms, but the ultimate goal is to live happy.

 Back home from a wearisome day at work. Dr.Ng ended quite late unexpectedly, because he usually knocks off by 8 or 8:30 on wednesdays.. Okay, headed to clementi's clinic at 6pm yesterday as I was afraid Jolene can't cope. Glad I was there to share the later half of the workload with her.. There my doctor went " Anqi, I went to read your blog and was quite impressed by the way you put words into sentences. " I was like " Omg, luckily I didn't have any prejudice towards this doctor of mine. Hehehe! A sigh of relief. " If not, it would be damn awkward when he told me about reading my blog. Hahaha!

Was craving for steamboat out of a sudden at 8pm last night when I was working.. Everyone must've already had their dinner except me... Tried Vedelene, and eldersis but both eaten, so I tried my luck, last resort, my dear Eewin. Surprisingly she was steady & we met up after I knocked off, went home to get medicines for the boy as he was down with high fever. Had a joyous & sumptous dinner with my dear eewin, having endless laughters even in cab on our way back. Muahaha!

Went over to the boy's side as I brought him antibiotics & anti-sore throat pills. Walked back to granny's place afraid he would pass the virus to me if I were to stay over.. Had a super long chat with mom sleeping side by side last night, she's always so long-winded after alcohols.... Sigh, so I ended sleeping at 3am when there's work at 9am the next day. Kill me!

10 alarms finally woke me up this morning, cabbed to work with Lanying as she too, stays afew blks away from me & we're working together at the same outlet.. Kfc porridge for breakfast as usual! :D Shrimps meal @ Ljs for lunch, it's really hard to resist when it comes to all my favourite food & my stomach goes....... growlinggggggg. So I didn't stopped myself from eating :P Teeheeee.

Was doing a quick shopping with Lanying @ Clementi mall

& I came across this mini lil maxi dress & so Naomi came into my mind.

Bought it without much hesitation and I can't wait to see her in it.
:D

Also, got Y'bro the books he requested for. Both 1 and 2 b'cse

I'm not sure which of these 2 he wants..

I hope time's passing fast in there for him...

 

You're still the one that I would run to.

 Nothing feels better than going back home after a hectic day at work, receiving my parcels! :D Left for myself & the right one for the boy :D Idk why but I feel XS is uber tight for me, really got to admit that I have gained too much weight over the month and its time to finally shrink down before chinese new year's arrival :'( So I gotta maintain at 1 meal per day. Torturous...

I know right, my earrings are cute! :D

 Attended cousin Joys' 21st at Pasir ris. Aunt came to fetch me before we proceed with our plans to fetch eldersis and cousin huifen. Finally all the paternal side's cousin gathered after 6 months. The last met up was before crystal left for england to further her studies.. She seemed to be enjoying herself spending her time with her new hunks & babes than studying. HAHAHA!

 Presenting my pale and sick face. HAHA! Took MC to rest at home on thursday as I was having slight fever and flu. Worse feeling ever, having nobody at home & I got to go consult doctor alone. TSK*

 It sucks to be sick because theres only limited varieties of food to choose from... Velle sisssy came over to my place before heading for Little pancakes with Ved and my boy. Accompanied the boy to Club july for a few bottles before we head back to his place. Coincidentally chanced upon Mao, Jason, Donovan and Hongzhao as well.

OKCAN, my face should maintain. Snapshot by velle sissy!

The boy got me a new hot pink casing & I'm loving it..........

TADAH ~ Heres our cozy little love nest.

Credits to velle sissy, she got the lightings for me :)

 Woke the boy up for my favourite carrot cake at teckwhye :D Got granny a new pair of non-slip sandals as her old ones are torn and filthy. Was quite worried if the size doesn't fit or she doesnt' like it as she can be quite choosy when it comes to bags, shoes & etc.. Surprisingly while wearing & trying if the shoe fits her, she's smiling & thanking me non stop, can't describe the joyous feelings in me :P Continued with my medication, rested while waiting for Ved to come over, headed to Jurong point to get some stuffs before home. The boy initiated to bring granny for a dinner, so we went to D'kranji resort, sharks fin for granny as well :) Afterwhich it was a small gathering with the maternal sides' cousins. It was a splendid night though I was sick, simple and happy.

 As for sunday, which is yesterday, went down to pack breakfast for the whole family together with my cousin in law hasnie. Entertained the two grandaunts by mahjonging with them before I left for lot1.. Farmart for dinner with Ved, Eldersis, the boy, Daryil and Hasnie before home. Dead beat... The boy fel asleep before me, was experiencing bad headache & insomnia yesterday night :(

It's quite rare to come by such a long r/s, 7 years aint easy for us. Glad things are smooth and steady now & I really know how much effort he put in for a better tomorrow. I may be always scolding him but I can stil feel the love he have for me & I love him equally much. Sure he'll be on top looking down on all those who once looked down on him, by then he'll be smiling, looking down on all of you :) I can see the changes in him over these 7 years. Yes we bicker quite often, break up & patched things up, but " dont ever find a boyfriend who seems like he has no faults " Dangerous girls. At least my boy is good now & I'm contented with the almost luxurious life now. My loyal readers should know how much we've been through, the ups and the downs, thicks and thin. Will try my best to give him my widest understanding. And I'm really grateful for all that I have now..

1 more thing. I can never tolerate such nonsense like when people are trying their best to learn & gain experiences at work, but nobody's willing to let them & nobody even bother to teach them. Then at first, don't gossip behind their backs. If you people are green-eyed by the sales that your colleague acheived & then insult or make things difficult for them at work, you're already lost thoroughly. So fuck all teh envious losers. You know what? The only way to win is to prove that you are more capable than the rest & the one you're envious of. Tsk.

Operating hours at little pancakes during CNY!

Thank you beng for getting this for me all the way from taiwan :)