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Hello people sorry for the lack of updates as I have too many pictures to upload. Will do a proper one

tomorrow alright? Anyway, above's pic taken with that cheeky that day when aunt brought 

me back to visit dad as it's been almost 3 months since he last saw me. 

Lots of pictures to upload.

Stay tuned alright

Guess whose?

@ baby Andres' BIG ONE! :D

If you're one of my loyal reader, you would've noticed that this picture taken with momma is

an overdued pic. It's always FAMILY over EVERYTHING. After tons and tons of worries & problems, 

you realized who are the ones showing genuine care, 24/7 worrying for your well-being. Yes, its momma.

I really don't need any labels to make me a happy girl again, all I need is time I guess.

But if you were to compare the Anqi now & the very depressed Anqi 1- month ago, of cos it;s a huge

difference. Momma have been paying her fullest attention even tho' I seldom update her,

she'd ask granny about me.. Haven't said I love you for 20 years, so here it is, 

I don't like to be very mushy you know, 

MUMMY I LOVE YOU. 

Thanks for everything you give me.

Another issue that have been bothering me for quite some time. Granny's health condition deteriorating as days passes. At times when I speak to her, she takes more than 2 mins to response.

Normal reaction, of cos I thought she did it deliberately wanting to disturb or play with me.

But no. Today, when I spoke to her a little bit louder, and yes as usual she took quite

some time to reply, I was mad furious I cried..

She then finally told me the truth, that she's old already, 

sometimes it's hard for her to response immediately. 

I really really WANT TO know her current health condition but she just refused to...

SIGH WO HEN DAN XIN.

She's really stubborn & I'm having negative thoughts always when

she can't really hear me tooo :(

I don't wanna further elaborate already or I'm gonna cry the whole night...

Goodnight people, After a can of beer I'll turn in...

A sense of emptiness.

She's so dearly important to me

I don't know why but I recently lost patience while talking to her.

:(

Prolly cos my probs are weighing too much.

BUT I really didn't meant it I hope she understands/

I will be extra caring, thoughtful and slow towards her from now

like how I always did in the past.

Granny, please be strong and stay healthy.

I LOVE YOU.

I have no one to talk to already, so ya. 

Even tho you won't be able to read this......................