1st day @ bkk.

First day at bkk was a total torture to me! Woke up early to prepare & then waited for idiot to come & fetch us to the airport. My dear clement sis came over to send me off too :) These 2 person never fail to be there for me always, always, always! Whenever I work, they'll always be there too. 100%. Was having fever & sore throat the first day, but still have to drag myself to shop with Eldersis & mum because I don't dare to stay in the hotel room alone :(

At thailand, I didn't put on any fake lashes or mascara because
people there keep mistaking me as siambu! Nbcb!!

Thanks idiot for buying this value pack strepsils for me.
I suck 12 strepsils per day! Lol.

The only thing I like at bkk is their taxi. Gan chio!
Hot pink!


This siao charbor can't stop taking pictures.


Bought hi card there.


Ticket tickets.


My favourite flavour, strepsils.
whenever i'm having sore throat.

Also bought by idiot! This is much better than strepsils
although the taste sucks!

Living room, kitchen, bathtub..
Song!

Hehe! My turn to snapshot.


Mad girl! Ah siao!

Hotel lobby.

Poor thing! Sick during my trip.

Titanium.

I'm always going back to my 2nd home (Alicia's place) whenever I'm bored. Apparently, everyday nowadays. But she's a pig! Zzz Sleep non stop, & I think I smoked too much which is why she haven't recovered from her sore throat. Now, it's my turn! My throat hurts like hell now seriously! So, It was titanium last night with the oceanz. As usual, zhongde came over to fetch us. Met up with the rest there. I had a bad night, my gastrics acting up again & it hurts like hell last night. Like as if it can kill me anytime. Worse was, I didn't have the habit to bring gastric meds with me.. Didn't have any mood though. Zd sent Alicia back home first, & then me, to granny's.

I'm leaving singapore tomorrow! Happy or sad? I can't describe. I have lots of things to buy.. Don't even have the mood, how to shop? Zzz. I haven't pack my luggage, clothes, make ups & all. Nice one. & Thanks throat for giving me problem at this time. I really wish I can be like as carefree as a baby. SIGH~ Gonna go back to Clementi later.. & I'm really really really very scared that dada(puppy) will bite me lor. FML! God bless me please!

Nana.

WORSE NIGHT EVER!!!
Thank god I'm not hurt.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling..

Yes, this picture describes how I'm totally feeling now. Vex!
When I'm tied down, I wanted freedom. & Now I have my freedom, I feel tired.
I want to feel carefree can? No, privellege for babies only.
Haven't been going home lately. Either staying over @ granny's or Alicia's.
Let me die!

Bkk this coming monday. I'll be back with a happy mood! :D

The most painful thing in life is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much and forgetting that you are special too.

I did the craziest thing ever, today! Lol.. Anyway, I really have nothing much to update about. Work, sleep, work & sleep. Haven't been eating proper meals for quite some time & yes, I'm single now.. Anyway, so as you know, my tickets are confirmed for bkk, I'll bring back many many pictures okay :) Alicia will be lending me her camera as mine have already lost :( Sigh!! Let me share some quotes now alright?

One thing I will never understand abt guy is how a guy can make you feel perfect one minute, but once he's gone, he forgets you exist

I hate it when you talk to someone every single day and then it just stops. All of a sudden neither of you say a word to each other.

There were things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them, and let them hurt me.

Its amazing how two ppl can start so close and end up so far

Be careful who you open up to. Only a few people actually care. The rest are just nosy

I smile like nothing is wrong, it's called putting shit aside and acting strong

Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose.

Headed to Chinatown centre to make payment for my bkk trip. So it's 100% confirmed that I'm flying on the 21st of feb. As i've repested umpteen times, I need a getaway as soon as possible :) And anyway, I received 12 presents for 2011 valentines day, more to come? Not sure & I don't think so. Anyway, Thanks for all who gave me those presents. I really appreciate it alot. Now, let the pictures do all the talkings.. Hehe. I'm doing a crazy thing tomorrow! Stay at home kisiao. Lol!

Passed by this shop at chinatown, Alicia say it's my shop. Lol!

Thanks Ark ka liao!

Self customize lingerie.
But wait, my breast where got so big?! Lol.
(It's meant to be "bai swee" want lah!)

The rest of the presents :')

Confirmed bkk trip.

Happy valentines day to all whom's reading this :) The picture above is an advanced present I received yesterday. Only receive 4 presents this year, but its more than enough. Waiting for Sonia's & Alicia's present for me. Hahaha :P Greedy girl I am.

Idiot! Purposely forced in those 13 chocolates so that it
turned out to be a heart shape. Thanks!
Damn creative.

Thanks Sean for these 3 handmade paper roses.
So naive & cute lah this boy.

& My dearest clement sis who never fail to accompany me
every single day! Every single day! :D
Thanks for this present. I love you.

Hi people! Haven't been active in blogging these few days as I'm feeling super down. But for now, things are getting better & I'm back on my feet :) You can see me struggle, but you'll never see me fall. Hehehe! Have been drinking almost everyday. As well as today. But for now, I have to go prepare myself, meet up with Alicia & head to chinatown to make the payment for my bkk trip tickets. Will be staying at grand diamond hotel :D So confirmed! Flying to bkk on 21st. I need a quick getaway, relax myself & forget every troubles! SONG~ Will be back with many pictures, provided my good friend lend me hers.. Cze I lost my camera :(

Forgot to thank all my girls for accompanying me too :D I love you girls!!