Choose your words carefully, they may come back to destroy you.

Slept for only 3 hours, woke up & prepared myself quickly after hanging up with Nouvelle sis. Cabbed to cck to meet Papa y @his blk downstairs while waiting for John to come & fetch us to Changi Prison Complex to visit Loti. Tried out a new fakelashes that Eldersis bought from Taiwan previously. No longer the old one I always use. While waiting for our turn, talked on the phone with Jgws & Alicia. The moment I reached there, I thought of my buddy, Aloysius. So near yet so far away :( Sigh! Trixie came last min, bringing Eden along with her, to visit Ah boi too. It's been 12345678910 years since I last saw Eden, I rmb the last time I saw him, he was still hand-carried. Time flies indeed! Coincidentally, our visit room was no.8 while Trix's rm was no.9 Side by side only. Waiting time was super long, but that 20 precious mins for the visit passed super fast.. I've got another new nickname from bread again :( 金丝猫! No longer panda liao. Lol!

After visit, John drove Trix to Ion first & then followed by me & Papa y @ lot1. Accompanied papa Y for lunch, packed LJS for Jgws & myself. Back to his place while waiting for him to be back. Supposed to meet Nouvelle but too tired & she didn't called to ask me to prepare too. So gave it a missed! There'll be many chances in future to0 :) Heihei. Played talkbox at Granny's place, waited for Jgws to come over fetch me to Yewtee for supper. Slept over at Jgws's place aftermath. Jgws said this to me before sleeping: "U know how long we never sleep tgt? I'm always sleeping with u & ur phone. Fuck the person who create twitter & fml." Hahahaha! We both KO-ed together.

You realize that.. one day everything will come together, maybe not now or not for a while, but one day they will.

A picture snapped by Liling dabian @ Keathong after having our dinner at Suki sushi. Did quite a lot of catch ups with them. I think I did the most at talking about what happened all these while? Followed by Jolene baby. Liling & Yunhan just sit there & laugh, or make us laugh. Especially Yunhan, she's good at giving a "bird face" Hahaha! Had lots of laughters & It's been super long since we last 4 gathered together. Our usual favourite food, chawanmushi, Ebi handroll, Fried tofu, Salmon sushi, Kani tempura.. I was super bloated after afew mouth.

After eating, Jgws came to fetch me. But I went to the weighing machine to weigh, & see my BMI. You know, those kind of machine when you have to stand up & put 20 cents in? Lol! 38kg lah, I was hoping to see 37kg or lesser :( Forced Jolene to weigh herself too. Chanced upon Katherine & her mum. Jgws & I headed back to his crib first, watch tv, spent some time together & then he sent me home. Enjoyed myself with my girls tonight :)

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& Thanks Jolene for this perfume.
(altho' I will never change perfume. hehehe, but will still keep it)

Thanks Liling dabian for the strawberry yoghurt chocolate too!
I'm luvin' it.

Just because I don't talk about my problems doesn't mean they don't exist.

Friday, 4th March.
12 hours of sleep without popping any sleeping pills. Shiok max! (Y) Woke up, prepared myself, packed my clothings & cabbed to Granny's place alone.. Slacked at granny's place for the whole day. Talkbox-ed with Pearlyn mom while killing my boredom. Hahaha! Granny immediately went to cook when I reached :( So I have no choice but to swallow down a small bowl of rice & prawn eggs & etc.. Love her too much to reject, altho' I'm currently on diet plan. Hmmm.. Just when I was about to take a nap, 5-10 mins later, Alicia called & asked me to quickly prepare & I'm only given like 1/2 an hour. Managed to do it though. Headed to "Oceanz delight" first, & then to Lavender pork liver soup for oceanz's dinner.. Sohboon kept her promise to keep me accompanied on that day. Hehe, Love her lots. Nana next, & then sua to Titanium aftermath. Met pearlyn & Huili there too.. But only chatted for awhile as Huili was drunk, I think? Haha. Melody went down to nana to look for Alicia! But we forgot to tell her that we've left Nana for Titanium! Still, she came down. :) Back to granny's when the sun rises, as usual. KO-ed!

Saturday, 5th March.
Made up my decision, I'm going back to Jgws after I quit working next week. Gonna be a good girl & lead a normal life again. All my friends are super happy for me as they always see me "crazy" all the time when I'm single. Waited for Jgws to come over to fetch me to his place.. While waiting for time to pass, did some catch up.. Woke Alicia up at 10pm, he sent me back to granny's place to quickly prepare myself again (-.-") Hate last min preparations.. Have to rush myself like a mad girl. Damn! Anyhow make up, without lower lid eyeliner :P Hehe. Cabbed to Alicia's place, fetched her & then headed to Titanium. Met up with Melody at the entrance first, chanced upon Sandra & co too.

I was gobbling plain water all the way due to having bad sore throat. 3 bottles of mineral water I guess? Drank 2 to 3 cups only, so, no drunk, no drama. Haha! Accompanied Melody all the way, & My akl just sat at one corner sian sian like that.. Sigh! Surprisingly Eileen siao charbor was there too! As well as Guorong, & Xiaoji. Sun rise again! Went to 668 to pack food for granny, & then poor me suffer from insomnia :( Talked to Jgws on phone. Aiya, apparently everyday suffering from insomnia. Don't know what's the problem with me nowadays.. Kennethcool, Orleng & Melody were drunk. Super funny. Shall not elaborate much. Realized my right leg got blue black again :( Sian! Thanks to Melodydydydy. She kena bully till jialat. Poor thing....

Melody's production! My blueblacks :(

Samantha, as usual. Nana's regular. Haha!

Elaine alibaba :D

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The heart that truly loves never forgets..

I'm too blissed! Too blissed to have my families & friends around. Too pampered, since young. Love em' all. Jolene & Liling are now in cab on their way to my place from Bugis just to pass me my "fried golden mushroom" that I'm craving for :) Hehehe! How sweeeeeet. Okay, after these, I'm gonna stop eating for afew days too. Cze I shared Fillet-o-fish + cheese with Alicia this evening when I'm awake. Too much of food causes gastric too :( Okay, Gonna go hide in my room now. Hopefully I can sleep! If not I'm gonna smoke my day away. Insomnia.

I received whatsapp from him & his words really hurts me deep down.
My heart went soft for a moment, but restricted myself from replying.
Because I know I'll still suffer even though I go back.
In the past, it was his fault. Now, it's mine =.="
5 years of love, ruined by you & i.
Everyone blame me for breaking up, but hey, remember all those times when he
held me high up & push me right down to the ground?

最好的报复不是毁掉一个人, 更不是毁掉自己. 而是过得比他们都幸福和快乐.

I was supposed to watch "Homecoming" with Jason at Jurongpoint because both of us wanted to watch for quite some time already but didn't have the chance to. But in the end, I KO-ed because I popped 2 sleeping pills before sleeping, that night before. Lol! Missed the chance of watching "Homecoming" Sigh. So it was, "It's a great great world" Hilarious but stupid show. I like :P Although the ending sucks, it's all about the great great world -.-" Haha! 8/10 for the way they speak, super funny! I'm gonna watch "love rivals" & "我爱你爱你爱你" when it's showing. Who wants to accompany me watch? :D I don't like angmoh action movies. So boring! Lol, except for "The green hornet"

Okay, back to the main topic. Met up with Jason at Jurong point & settled his lunch at Long john silver. And then went to get my pink portable charger. Woohoo~ Super duper chio & I'm lovin' it. Hehehe. I don't mind buying 10 more to keep at home, in case it spoils. K lah, I not so rich lah. Talk big only. Lol! After buying, movie & after movie, I cabbed back to Alicia's place thinking that I can rest for at least half an hour before preparing for work. Fml! She kept on talking to me non stop when the time is ticking away so fast :( Sigh! Idiot came to fetch me to work, & accompanied me there. Clement sis came too, both of them never fail to come down. Qianyi silly came down too.

After work, headed to shanghai dolly with Qianyi & Alicia as 82 called Alicia. Met erin & co at the entrance while waiting for 82 to come outside. Unfortunately, the bouncer there was the one who banned me from entering dragonfly last year before my birthday because I hiong in twice after umpteen times of warning. Hahahaha! But still, I'm allowed to go in :P Alicia too, the bouncer recognized her. Hahaha! Dolly was quite fun when we reached, but bored after 20 mins. Live band! Nabeixzxz! West coast for prata & then back to Alicia's place by 6am if i'm not wrong. Cleaned up & I KO-ed for 11 hours. Didn't realized Qianyi & Alicia woke up at 8am! Lol, I really KO. Stupid A called me when I was sleeping soundly, I almost wanted to shout over the phone but didn't. Too lazy & stengthless. So I continued sleeping. Now, I'm prepared for insomnia tonight. & then sleep tomorrow till I meet Alicia tomorrow night.

New skittles packaging! So cuteeee :)

Supper!

I forced an egg prata down my throat because my gastric was hurting
damn bad till I can feel I'm dying! Zzz, no joke.

Remember all the times I swore I need you baby? Well, consider them lies. Because here I am, without you, I survived.

Sometimes you just have to give up, not to get nothing, but to get something more worthy.

Firstly, Happy birthday to my dearest Eewin :) Didn't have the chance to celebrate her birthday as she's having exams recently. Goodluck to her!

Have been spending my day with Alicia almost everyday. Back to my 2nd home, Lol! Luckily Qianyi's there to accompany me too. Cze Alicia's emo-ing everyday, & she hides in her room all the time! Jio her go club, she also don't want. So unlike her.. Sigh! Hmmm, I have so many things on my mind, to buy.. My portable charger spoiled! :( Have to get a new one, maybe tomorrow? And my camera is lost! Fuck my life. New clothes too, I wanna buy! And I super love the "Blackberry torch" lah! Gan chio, I wanna save money to buy that, as an extra phone! Life sucks. Few days ago I shouted on the phone, till my tears dropped. Super angry, but I'm not gonna care anymore. As for now, I just wanna concentrate on working, saving money & enjoy my single life. No boyfriend, won't die. I'd rather be lesbian! Don't have to encounter so much problems..

Also thanks Clement sis for always being there. Everyday giving me courage.
"Tomorrow is a new day. You'll never walk alone! You have all of us to help you overcome all obstacles in your life ok sis!"

"Ok, I never expect you to forget everything within a night. I want you to slowly forget and overcome every problems you have now."

The only one who pamper me so much, most!

Yay! Received letter from loti again.. Hehe.