You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.

On my birthday itself the actual day, things didn't went the way it was planned but well, no fucks given anyway. Time to grow the fuck up people.. Other than of harping on the same old childish issue, resorting to low-down despicable acts, what else? Does it brighten you up harming your friend? I almost forgot you're heartless. Washing my hands off, move on..

Fat spent the whole day cheering me up

telling cold jokes, doing silly actions 

and... he was the last to wish. 

S P E C I A L H U H ?

Oh well.. not again? 

Happy birthday Grace! A day after me, so I'll never forget :) A year older, a year wiser, may we have many more years to spend our birthdays together!

So it was buffet @ Grace's place. Had a short ketchup with the forever so fun-loving & cute Jodi meimei. I don't know why, I would just share all my problems with her, it just comes out from my mouth naturally and I feel comfortable with it. Also, in future if she meet any similar situations maybe it'll be easier for her to judge? We always learn as we grow yea? Next, to woodlands again to visit the sweetheart niece :) Packed Mcdonalds home & crash aftermath.

The weather have been super humid recently I flared at fat again when I accompanied him to work :x He then drove me to the nearest petrol station near the work site to get myself a stick of Solero shots ice cream, yes it did helped a little :')

He took his own sweet time in his office leaving me 

in the vehicle bearing the HOT SUN!

Practice this please!

B E A U T Y 

Heheeeeee. Cute not?

Forget it enough to get over it, remember it enough so it doesn't happen again. (Happy birthday to ME!)

 Yo peepo, back again! Finally after some time, I've cleared most of my doubts not judging from one side but listening to both sides.. Well to be frank I won't allow this matter to affect me or overwrite the good/bad impression I initially had towards both. I deserve to be happy and carefree instead of allowing trivial matters get into me.. It is seriously time to put a fulstop to all dramas, i think i've had enough of 'em over the past few years. I want to and will lead a happy-go-lucky life as I've always hoped and wished.

Made a trip down to visit our lil bundle of joy,

the arrival of our sweetheart baby niece

Pzyra Eryshka.

Forced to fake a smile.

Snapped by cousin-in-law.

And and and, I was supposed to attend shaun's birthday celebration

@ Planet Mercury yet gave it a missed after several 

whinings of fat.. 

 Met up with both the girlz @ lot1 on thursday for an advanced dinner treatz from them.. Can't stand my dear scal as she kept insisting on treating me to a more costly dinner instead of just a simple meal as I suggested. Still managed to convince her though, but failed to stop her from getting me a present. Why is she so annoyingly sweet? Muackmuack. Yup so we dined in @ Sakae Sushi, Valerie and shirley and myself. Carried a bloating tummy to teckwhye to meet up with fat & his momma. Had a short and light booze before we made our way home and this troublesome fat just have to make me cook for him no matter how worn out I am......... Knocked out str8 after.

Thank you both, had fun!

Happy Birthday To Me!

 As we grow older, friends get lesser, parties get lesser, fun seems overrated. I won't say I lost friends but instead, I've opened my eyes and learned who the true ones are. But this is when we know we've grow up. We no longer needa held crazy birthday drink till we die parties, we no longer put up with insincerity, but this is life.. it goes on.. The planet never stop for anyone and i guess, we just have to deal with it. I had a peaceful quiet yet memorable birthday well-spent together with Yy ai and fat. Always loving her companion, and i would like to take this chance to thank her for bringing so much joy and laughter to me, on this special day of mine, at least those were genuine laughter. Wouldn't deny it was quite hard for me to get used to having to go through this day quietly as y'all know the past few years were totally different. Things have drastically changed, the people in my life, the different roles of them... But i secretly appreciate such peaceful way of getting through and will make sure the following birthdays of mine would be spent exactly like how we did.

@ Holland V. 

(can't remember when was our last snap together)

She was late, which she usually don't/won't.

cos to me she's always on time while me,

forever the one making friends wait. 

But, yea she was late unexpectedly.

So fat and i dined @ Crystal Jade Restaurant without her as she reminded she would be late. Didn't expect her to be late because of getting my present in an instant, it was the crowds of public transports that I thought held her up. Well, I was already too full for any desserts, so gave haagen dazs a missed. Holland V have always been the best chillin' spot for any two i think, with the perfect ambiance, best to go along with a cold cup of beer each, doing some quick catching up, reminiscing the good old days together.

How much we've changed & grown and the going-ons* in each others' life..

I had a splendid birthday spent, even just for that few hours.

wasn't even ready but fat rushed to snap already.

muahaha my palm reacted fast enough

to block myself from my unglam look.

Thank you ai. 

muahz.

By far, the cutest wishes from this couple.

and if you're wondering the following 

words below that cute picture,

it was supposed to me 

" Look at my face n

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S

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Hahaha, Thank you grace & jodi meimei. Never forgetting all the sweeties whom shared their heartwarming wishes with me. Thank you people!

I'am grateful enough.

God bless all.

我不想用离开的方式教会你如何去珍惜

Alright I think these should all come to an end. Too much of dramas in my recent posts. Don't want to further contaminate my blog with anything that concerns that filthy bitch. As much as I hope this matter would stop affecting our r/s, she'd still insist on doing it, so I see no more point staining my blog anymore. 

Go ahead with whatever you'd been yearning for. I'am washing my hands off y'all. It is disgusting to even think about any one of y'all. Let's move on.. 

I'm sorry, did my back hurt your knife?

 This is how it goes when you abuse my trust. I have to admit that I am a very revengeful person, I treat people the way they treat me and I make sure they get to taste their own medicine maybe not immediately but eventually. When I say I will find things out, you'd better not lie to me..

Exactly how the state I am when monthly flows comes knocking on my door.

 That very annoying fat went missing one fine night when his mom got so worried that I have to phone everyone to check his whereabouts. Thankful I've got 2 very lovely friends whom accompanied me throughout. Y'know I don't care who the f you are, as long as you fuckin' let me down, I wouldn't hesitate to disgrace the f outta you. So you're fortunate enough that you've been honest with me that you went to meet your so called brother and that bitch to talk things out. Oh yea, so pathetic "if even answering my calls would cause the both of you to quarrel, then i think ok la i won't call" HA HA HA. Excuse me, i don't remember refraining him from contacting any of his friends at all. But you jolly well have to know how to do your part to not rake or discuss sensitive issues that would lead to misunderstandings again. Unless you did it on purpose? I'am still wondering if you were actually bearing a deliberate motive of causing disputes when you asked stupid questions and claimed it was your sis who was curious. So what now? So many different stories..... I thought he have already made himself clear enough in his text to you previously, to stop discussing issues that would cause misunderstandings between us? Are you blind or you don't understand that text at all? I have never once bear any grudges towards you just so you know, but after this matter, you clearly shows HOW a brother you actually SPARED A THOUGHT for your BROTHER. T s k.

 I am so sorry if you feels violated IF you happen to come across this post. I'am not insulting anyone but it seems like none of you once stood in my point of view or even spared a thought for me. Ok, I know I am no one related to any one of y'all. But at least, fucking respect people's relationship. Thats the least you should know I guess? Unless you want yours to be disturbed, too?

Oh my gawd. When was this?!?!?!?!

Randomly received this PRICELESS neoprint from Sonia.

LOLOLOLOL.

I don't care I am gonna post this picture up!

Look at his cramp face while I was cleaning his wound.

MAKE ME ANGRY LORRRRRRRR~

After a whole day of arguments he appeared at my doorstep right after I had my shower. Got him to blow dry my hair for me before heading over to his aunt's place to attend his nephew's baby shower. Met up with his mom, zeh & the rest of his fam before heading up. Next was to cousin kim's house warming. It's been a long time since we last gathered! Even tho' i stayed only for a short while, but at least I felt so much better :) Home aftermath... And Weilun ahkor randomly phoned me asking me down for a stick, but I was too lazy so he came up together with Sonia. Did a short chat before they left. 

 I don't entertain people who don't practice what they preach. So don't waste your breath to even bother explaining or asking at all. You are damn sure what you said and what you are doing. Ok, fat is back with my breakfast, stay tuned!