Always remember it's better to have love and lost because it's where we learnt the most.

Updates for sunday till today (wednesday).

Sunday afternoon, I woke up to find Youngersis missing! -.-" She went out to meet her bf, left me alone at granny's place. Heartless. Hahaha. Walked over to Jgws's place to bathe & then watched tv for awhile. Back to granny's place after charging my phone full. Watched star awards with My beloved granny, Hasnie & Daryil. I don't know how they rate or vote for the stars lor. Why Ruien instead of Jeanette aw? Why 715 instead of Huang Jun Xiong? Ass. Nouvelle sis came over to granny's to meet me for awhile too :) Super love her lah! But it's seriously hard to live with her lor. Kept on pestering Hasnie & I to go to 7-11 for tidbits. O-my-gawd! Fat die us. Headed to the Econ minimart instead as it's nearer.. I bought alot of tidbits man, can't believe it. My mouth can't stop munching on food/tidbits/candies this particular day. After eating granny's delicious dishes, & tidbits. Urggh! After star awards, switched to Channel 5 for Royal wedding of Prince william (if i'm not wrong) & Princess going-to-be Kate. Super duper glamourous & elegant. It's exactly like in fairytale.. K, stop dreaming! Jgws came over after booking out. I fell asleep on the sofa for less than 15 mins, woke up by Siokmin's several calls even after I hanged. Urggh. A disadvantage, I'm a light sleeper. So whenever I wakes up, it's super hard for me to fall back asleep then. Supper @ Yewtee E.A.T with Jgws & then back to his place. Bathed, he fell asleep while I stayed up the whole night suffering from insomnia. Just 10 mins of sleep :(

As I've said I stayed up all night, Monday morning Jgws prepared himself & booked in. Spent the whole morning changing my themes, battery colours, and my message theme. Finally done & I'm glad I did not get sick of it after few days :) I finally found the individual call logs delete, but no longer needing it already.. Just when I was about to settle myself down & tuck myself into bed, I heard someone opening his room's door, scare me! He booked out early to give me a surprise! Hehehe :P Slacked & watched teevee as usual, till the night falls & he sent me home.

Tuesday morning, I was woken up by naughty baby's barking. He always like to make me pekcek want. Tak bolek tahan! Received a call from Jgws asking me to prepare myself slowly. He came over to fetch me after booking out & it was pouring quite heavily. Damn it! Turn off. Lot1 for dinner, Grace dear called & came over to meet me up for awhile :) Minitoons for candies.. Been ages since I last went into minitoons. Went separate ways with Grace, headed to Holland-V to meet up with Cindy ahzeh & Qianyi. Bought my favourite Each-A-Cup Strawberry Yogurt. Shiokababy! Back to Jgws's place for 9pm show. I almost forgotten I have to attend Peipei's chalet @ Chevrons until I saw Jasmine's tweet. Hahaha! On our way down, received a call from Ivan kor, spinned my head round & round. Met up with Sohboon there. Ah john, Jason, Cihui & Co were all there. Late attendance is better as compared with Absent okay. So cannot blame me la :P Left there after 1 or 2 hours.. Haven't been in a good mood recently maybe because of my reds & some personal problems, Dad still come & kpkb! Zzz. Really force me to lose my fucking patience! Back to Jgws's place. Anw, Happy birthday Peipei!

Anyone ever encountered such clumsiness? Lying on bed, losing control of your phone and it just dropped onto your lips? I did! Bleeding lip :( Don't know if I'm being paranoid or too suspicious? But I hope my instinct it wrong. But a lie will always be exposed, it's just the matter of time. I don't need his explanations yet. But I just can't talk & cuddle with him like I always do.. Fuck my life. Been afew days already lah! Didn't felt like replying his text/calls after he booked in. He went crazy & came back few hours later. Hahaha! Super shocked lah, I thought which idiot banging his room's door so hard and refused to stop. Zzz. He napped for awhile, & woke up when I wanted to turn in.. So I slept :P The heavy & noisy rain woke me up. I didn't realized Jgws went downstairs to wash his bike when I was sleeping. Lol, too tired I guess. And then, he fried luncheon meat for me, special order - heart shape one leh. I don't remember asking for that? But still, love him for it :P Watched 9pm show, America's got talent & then he sent me home. Now, I'm going into the room for a mask. Complexion getting worse each day. Thanks to Insomnia! Anw, I received my first birthday card, & it's from Loti :)

Thanks Loti for the card :)

Full of stupid ideas, but still it cheered me up a lil..

Woohoo! Super happy, I finally broke Raynard's highscore.

And my naughty parrot liok's tryna tempt me with this heel :(

This is how my message theme look like.
(Kittysms HD)

The 1st & 2nd of my homescreen.
(cartoon for girl)
(transpararent folder icons) + (white labels)

My (pinkflamebattery) from cydia :)

And this is how my lock screen looks like.

Tips for jailbreaked iphones:

If you'd like to delete individual calls, go to cydia, sections, sinful iphone, download (recentdelete)

If you'd like to change your spring board, go to cydia, search for (springtomize)

If you'd like to place your folder anywhere, go to cydia, sections, sinful iphone, download (gridlock cracked)

Goodnight readers :)

All of the things that I thought was so easy, just got harder and harder each day.

Slept for only 5 hours, but he's still not back yet. So I expected he'll be back only at night.. Had a stick, bathed & watched teevee. Was on twitter & saw youngersis tweeting that she's going to Yewtee point to pack Old Chang Kee. So asked her to buy sotong balls & chicken wings for me as I was famished! Few mins later, cousin in law Hasnie called me asking where I am & that she's going back to granny's place soon. Coincidentally, she was at Bugis st. So asked her to pack fried golden mushroom & chicken for me. Hehehe. 今天有口福咯! Shiokababy.. Walked over to Granny's place after the show end. Initially meeting Alicia & co out for drinking session, it's been so long since I last club. But still, I was reluctant to. Somehow sick of clubbing already. & Fuck, my monthly cramps are here. Asshole lah! :( Pain die me le. Watched Man-utd match with cousin Daryil & his friend. Like a boring only.. Then received a call from Sohboon asking if I wanted to play mahjong. Called Lincoln ahkor too. Casper then came over to Granny's place to fetch me, as well as Lincoln. Urggh, guess what? When I came out of the lift, that mother fucking disgusting cat meow-ed at me & walk towards me. I is scared until ~ Lol! Shouted & a nice guy wanted to help me. But the cat was shocked by me. Hahaha. Quickly run over to Casper's car. Headed to the nearest petrol station first as my next-chill ran out. Headed over to Casper's place for mahjong with Valerie, Sohboon & Lincoln. I lost $70. Thanks to Jgws for spoiling my mood. Whenever we quarrel, I definitely lose alot! Or maybe luck wasn't by my side lah. Zzz! Lincoln kor then sent me back to granny's hse doorstep :) Now, I hope I can quickly turn in. Or maybe supper/breakfast? Haha.

Over you. Relation-shit.
I hope one day you die out of over dosage of beers.

Time is a luxury which can never be purchased at any cost. So when someone spends it for you, it defines the depth of care they have for u.

Woke up finding Jgws's arms around me because it's raining & the thunder was super loud :) He still went down to pack chicken rice + braised egg & Abc soup for me despite of the heavy rain.. Watched teevee while waiting for Nouvelle sis to come over. Passed her the leopard top I ordered for her, asthma pump that Jgws helped her get, as well as 2 sexy undergarments. Hehehe! After watching 9pm show, prepared ourselves, headed to Club july by the canal.. Met up with Youngersis, Raynard, cousin Daryil, Hasnie & 2 of their friends Cindynah ahzeh also came over to meet up with us. 3am, headed back to Granny's place together. I think granny was blur when she saw so many of us sitting on the sofa. Hahaha! Accompanied Cindy ahzeh to wait for a cab & then walked back to Jgws's place. Few hours later, it's time for Jgws to book in to serve his confinement. I don't know why he forever-and-ever never get out of trouble. Everytime after he books out, confirm got cocks & tails about what he did in army & so on.. Can't be bothered already! Anyway, after he booked in, I couldn't sleep. So I started digging his stuffs. Found alot alot of letters, cards & etc. Memories of those good & bad times.. Played games on phone, & finally fell asleep by 12pm! O-my-gawd.

I'd rather be hated for being real, than to be loved for being fake.

8 hours of sleep, awaken by Jgws's call. Prepared myself & packed my clothes while Jgws went to pack lunch for me. Cabbed over to Jgws's place with youngersis as she's going over to Granny's. Enjoyed my 鸭饭 + 烧肉 while Jgws fried 午餐肉 for me :) Usual routine, watched teevee the whole day & had my favourite Haagen Dazs ice-cream that Velle sis bought for me. Headed to Club July with Jgws. Youngersis came over to find me after arena & Annabelle's bf is sucha fucker. Nigel was there too & he treated me a bucket of Heineken. Chanced upon Kaining. Went to Yewtee food court for supper, kuey chap! Bloated max. And one of this irritant seriously pissed me off. Major turn off! Stop your bootlicking for fucks sake man. Jgws fell asleep so quickly while I continue playing my games on iphone & spammed quotes in twitter. Fell asleep when the sun rised :( Will be back to update later. Stay tuned! :D

The leopard tube dress I bought from bugis :P

Peektures - Chevrons.

Look at the mini mahjong wrapped candy :)
So lovin' it. Cute!

My girls.

Yunhan never turn up on that day, so sad..
Okay! Credits to nouvelle chua! I was talking & she started snapping!

Maomao, Velle & I.

Valerie & I.
(1st & 2nd day)

All these pictures are edited by Velle, I don't know why I can't retrieve the original files that she've sent to my email :( And I super hate blogger now. Why so I have so much spaces in between my pictures when I press enter?!?! So untidy!

Sometimes even the truth is a lie. And sometimes forever runs out of time.

Stayed over at Jgws's place last night, went over from granny's place to his place. But he have to book in, so I'm left alone at his place again.. Boring, downloaded new word puzzle games to kill time. A total of 4. Jgws kept me accompanied on phone most of the time, in text. & I finally let myself sleep at 2pm. Napped for 3 hours, 5pm plus, woke up and bathe while waiting for him to reach home. Old Chang Kee's Curry puffs and sotong balls. Slurps* Watched tv & hear him nag about what's gonna happen in camp these few days. The only thing I can do is to pray hard everything goes well for him.. Then he went to pack "Salty veggie tofu soup" back for me as my potato soup stall's already closed. Cabbed back home at around 11pm.

His first time trying, as usual face cramp. Hehehe*

Oh my! I want to try this pink leopard print lens so much! Gan chio.

So it was Bugis yesterday with Jgws. Settled our lunch @ Bugis Junction Yoshinoya. I had terriyaki chicken bowl with lots of chilli powder! (thumbs up*) Bloated like don't know what! Shopped at Bugis street, Jgws bought a bermudas for himself & a leopard dress for me. Oh ya, also 6 new gstrings for me! :) Song* Forgotten when was the last time I bought new undergarments altho' I have alot. Love to pamper myself by buying 'em.

Tried this new Japan Boat Takoyaki from iluma beside koi. There's 3 types of choices. Original, Spicy & Wasabi. We tried the wasabi flavour & it turned out super nice :) 2 packets of golden mushroom for myself, 1 for Jgws, 1 packet of assorted mushroom & fried chicken for peipei. & Passion fruit Aiyu koi for her as well. Back to his place, dead beat! Played with Darius, watched tv. Slacked till night, headed to granny's & then went back to Jgws's place again in the morning.

Was super bored when he's in camp, so these are all the golds I've found. LOL!!

If you hurt the right person, you'll be wrong the whole life.

Wondering why its always such short & quick post? Yes! I'm blogging on my phone, therefore you can't enjoy pictures, cocks & tails of mine. But no worries, I'll be bringing back massive of photos taken on Eldersis's birthday during the 3 days 2 nights chalet, when I get my ass back home. Currently still lazing on Jgws's bed. Thanks nouvelle sis for going over to collect my memory card from Yy ai to upload & edit those photos for us :) Be back later! Withloves.

There is no beauty without originality.

A short update for today. Didn't slept the whole night yesterday as I purposely stayed up till 7am to help Jgws text his BQ to remind him that Jgws's on MC today.. Jgws was super drunk last night that he overslept this morning. Went back to sleep at around 8am. Selfish him woke me up at 10am once, & 11am plus. Insufficient sleep causes short temper. Prepared myself, cabbed over to Yewtee point to meet up with him. Initially wanted to have breakfast with him there but Peipei whatsapp me saying that she cooked udon. So bought afew sushi-s back to his place to fill our stomach first. Had a stick with Shermin before leaving Yewtee point. Thanks peipei for specially cooking my udon separately as I don't eat veggies :)

Both Darius & Demi were there too :D Wanted to nap, but don't know why I couldn't.. Slacking & watching tv seems to be like a routine for me everyday already. At around 7pm Jgws prepared himself & headed to Clementi Hq for reporting of his previous bike case. Had a cool bath for myself at around 8pm plus. Waited for him to be back till 10pm+ Super hungry! Luckily he packed horfun & 100plus back :D Satisfied & bloated! Forced down a bowl of black chicken soup that Jgws's mum brewed at the same time. Around 12am, Jgws's dad sent me back home & then sent Jgws to Club july.

First time wearing my chiffon leopard top

Cheeky Darius took Jgws's army boots to wear, still pose! Hahaha, can't deny he's really cute!

Anyway, here are the pictures taken on Yueyin's BIG 18th!