越伤得深, 越明白爱要放得开

越伤得深, 越明白爱要放得开.

F O R E V E R .

Life bounds to hav its ups & downs. No point pondering on the same questions over & over again, upon knowing that i won't get an answer anyway. Only by letting go, then he'll learn to cherish people who luvs him, in future. Only when he loses someone he luv deeply, then he'll taste the pain. Say me heartless or whatever, but i'm sorry. Cause i'm in pain too ~

Met up with Yy ai fr breakfast @ Kfc. Headed to work, still not in working mood though.. Yiting reached earlier than me. Hehehe ^^ Xiaobee ai then came .. Followed by wen. Drank 3 cans of beer while working, 500ml x 3. Ohmygod~ Fats are definitely coming fr free cse i kept eating & drinking non stop. But that's the only way to ease my pain, or rather numb my pain.. A lil tipsy after that, cabbed over to Auby's place while waiting fr her to prepare. Headed fr our dinner @ sakae sushi. Next, met up with Yy ai @ westmall mac to chill & accompanied her fr her late dinner. Back home aftermath.. Dad should be happy cse imma gd girl today! He's suspecting that i'm working night job alrd. Gg.com! So i must prove that i never. Lol~ That should be all.

Diet plan must start.. & how should i celebrate my bday?

不完美

不完美

illuzion night with my beloveds.
Headed to work late. My dear friends came to keep me accompanied. Guozhong, Yunhan & Shermin. ^.^ Jiajia came over fr a stick too, as she's also working at lot1. Anw, aft work, headed to westmall to meet up with Alicia. Chanced upon Bagek there.. Waited fr joslyn to cab over to fetch us & off we head to bugis. Bought a new heels & am so happy! I spent too much on heels nwadays. Jialat. Alright, aft bugis, illuzion night with cindy, alicia, joslyn, yingying. Yy ai came over too, with eldersis. Drink, drank, drunk. They all drank martell, while i drink the whole jug alone. Woooz! Cabbed back home with eldersis aftermath.

Choices have consequences.

My dear hanhan.

Shermin toh :P

& my parrot, ting.

The heels i bought.

My precious ai.

Deep down my heart.

Deep down my heart.
Monday, supposed to work full shift but lioky took over me again. Really very thankful. Anyway, woke up at around 2pm this aftnoon. Prepared myself & headed town to meet up with Yy ai. Okay, it's been so damn long since i last went shopping. & I feel so overjoyed today cse i finally found my velvet black wedge! Yay. It's like so damn cool & nice luhhhhh! (Y) As usual, stocked up my undergarments, and also bought a gray bandage skirt. Okay, & lastly i hav to announce i'm broke. Aww~ Sucks so much. This month hav to eat grass alrd, kept on avoiding him, til i kept on ponten work. Jialat~ Movie with Yy ai @ cine, " Bounty hunter " And then to Mr bean.

My mood was spoiled halfway through shopping. I brought a heavy heart through out, after hearing some unpleasant stuffs. Although my heart was brokened, but i stil feel this time round i should stay strong! Once i'm soft hearted, i know we'll surely encounter the same problem again in future. I rly don't feel like typing out how i feel here.. But i rly hav no one to talk to. I don't knw hw & where to start. Maybe its time to let go, it's really time to do so.. I won't deny that i'm still angry over his lies. I am, thats why i post those pictures on purpose. This way, it'll be easier fr him to let go. Cause i never want to salvage that relationship anymore. Mayb few years down the road, we met each other, we can stil be friends..

I broke my fingernail. God damn it.

Far east wanton noodles, graffitti cafe! (Y)

Yy ai.

@ Mr bean.

This is life!

Unworthy.

Unworthy.
I'm back with all the pictures. Whywhy ai finally sent it to me. Heihei (^.^) Currently waiting fr Yingying's. Didn't hav enough time to update blog yesterday.. But still i'm with the same cliques. He came to look fr me, asked me to trim his brows fr him. Worked in the morning, homed & then went to Holland V with Alicia & Yingying. Supposed to go to Dempsey with 'em. But Ben & Jerry closed! So back to holland V. Swensens fr supper & then slacked the day away. Bloated like fk. Headed to King alberts' park to chill & chit chat. At arnd 3 am plus, headed home. Dead beat! Tired tired tired. My eyebags are darkening! Sucks.

illuzion night.

Chanced upon Junlong.

_l_


My dearest chu.

Tingting, Jos, Me & Yy.

Same 4some. But tingting very hiong, pak logo want hor! Hahaha.

Me, yingying & tingting.

Yh & me.

R e e a e.


MY dearest ai agn.

@ swensens.

I have so many things to do. Re-dye my hair roots, cut away those split ends, shopping, manicure, pedicure (but i broke 2 nails) Sighhh. Waiting fr payday, but i haven't been a good girl these few weeks cse i kept pontent :-( So, cash also nt alot. Sian!